Geordie shore

Pulling again

Charlotte
"Ooh god", he's pulling again, I really don't know how much longer my heart can bear seeing this every night like. Fuck am I just not good enough is that it, not pretty enough, not skinny all these thoughts fly around in my head and with the alcohol buzzing though my body my emotion are all over the place. No ones looking so I slip out of the lounge and just walk around I really don't even know what I'm doing there are people all around and all I can think about is how he is again pulling another bird, I wish holly was with us she know how to make us feel better. I'm now dancing with someone, turning around I find its scotty fucking t a huge smile comes in to my face. He can always put a smile on my face no matter how down I am.

"You want to get out of here with us, we will go get some kababs or something" Scott's lean down to talk In my ear because it's fucking loud as in here.

"Yes fuck like now" I say he could see it on my face, we had been getting closer lately it was nice to have someone to talk too me. After Vicky and holly left. I know they didn't leave forever but I'm feeling so alone at the moment as Scotty t has been there thank god for that I would have gone crazy.

"Shit Scott what am I going to do" I said once we made our way out of the club in to the cab.

"Char I legit don't know, you know him. He just likes to get mortaled and pick up birds."

"I know but it kills us watching it night after night and I try not to get bothered by it, but it make us feel like shit." Trying to hold back the tears was hard so Scott grab me in to a hug.
" I can't believe I have gotten my sled in to this again, it happens over and over I just can't not have feelings for him." I sobbed into his shirt.

"Come on char don't cry we are going to be mortaled. And forget all about gaz the prick. Haha ok." He just knew what to say in his funny way.