jocelyn
hi im jocelyn. im 12. i am in love with shawn mendes. i have only ever saw matt but didn't speak. anyway Marie's mom dropped me and Marie off at our orthodontist appointment. so we walk in talk to the people then i notice that shawn walks up from behind the counter. i just stand still. i cant speak. i have really bad anxiety. many forms. "so what your name" shawn says Marie nudged me i wisper to her to tell him my name. "her name is jocelyn" "a pretty name for a pretty girl" i hid my face behind Marie. "aww is she shy" shawn asks "no she has social anxiety" i slap her "hey" she said "do u want it worse" i said to her i was pretty strong "no" she said with her hands up. i sill havent face shawn he doesnt even know what i look like. he would hate me anyway. he walked from behind the counter pulled to a chair he sat down and put me on his lap(omg my dream) "let me see you beautiful face" he sets 2 fingers under my chin and lifted my head. "your beautiful" he says i shake my head no "oh but you are. everyone has flaws but u flawless you like an angle something so sweet" "thank you" i say in a whisper
"you voice is so cute" he said in a high pitched voice that made me smile. "your smile is to die for" he said I giggled "may i ask how old u are" "i am 12 y" "because i want to ask you out" " wait ur asking me a pathetic little girl out" "yea i am asking a beautiful little girl out and i dont care we are 4 years apart" "jocelyn" the people called "thats me" he kissed me on the check then put me down "good luck" i walk back to the chairs and sit down omg what just happened
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Fanfictionjocelyn is 12. she has anorexia and bulimia. she plays soccer, is a gymnast, and plays football on her brothers team. her cousin is Marie 12 she has 4 brothers 3 sister but they live in a diffrent state. her cousin laken lives in the same house as h...
