Love Toxic

Prologue

Dear past,
It has been nice knowing you.
Thank you for the things you have given me.
The happiness, affection and love.
For the feelings that I once thought was real.
For the attention which I had seek for a long time.
And for the unexplainable feelings that sometimes had make my stomach crumble with butterflies and at present has made my heart prickle.
Thank you for the times where I can't eat my lunch or dinner out of depression, they had made me sexier.
Thank you for the times where I can go out because I don't believe on myself anymore, they had made my skin whiter.
Thank you for making me insecure in every girl I bump in the mall, it have given me the idea in fashion and make-up.
Thank you for the harsh words, that even though I know I don't deserve has been my inspiration all these years.
Thank you for the tears, I don't have any to cry.
Thank you for the broken heart, it made me stronger.
Thank you for passing by in my life because without the pain that you have cause me, I will never be the strong and brave me today.
Thank you.
Sincerely yours, present.