Stage fright (petekey)

Notice me!

I've watched him every time he has played on this stage this year.

Him. 

The band as well; but obviously mostly him.

I try and look at him off stage when I'm playing.

We've talked a few times but not as much as i wish.

I want to get to know him.

But I can't I'm too scared.

Fear of rejection to be precise .

"Pete stop staring Mikey again." I turn to look at Joe and Andy friendly sneering,                           and what looks like filming me.

"I wasn't I was admiring the band, not Mikey, they have good music we
might have some competition, probably"

"Yeah sure Pete that what you always say, we all know you have a major crush on him, no point hiding it just talk to him, be a man, look their band is now coming off anyway." I look to see them walk off stage. I smile at Mikey. He smiles back, "good luck, buddy". BUddy what does that mean, i stutter a bit, "oh, umm-thanks umm you we're awesome." I look at the ground as my face start to turn as red as a red rose. 

We walk onto the stage and I look over at Patrick. " Hey we're Fall Out Boy." The audience cheers back. I look to the side of the stage and he is talking to Gerard. I admire him. He turns around and I just look straight at the audience and start dancing around the stage, you know playing it cool.

I keep turning to look at him. He's wearing his black beanie with part of his fringe hanging out,
it covers some of his glasses, but not his light maple brown eyes. He's wearing a joy division top, and skinny jeans. Duh. Practically the same outfit as most performances.

We start playing sugar we're going down and he joins in on the side of
the stage. My heart in the process of melting. It was a terrible Patrick impression but it was still adorable. He always has his poker face on; but when he smiles, it makes me insides melt into one pile of goop. He has the most adorable, a close second to his face, when this smile comes out its matches with his perfectly chiseled out face, probably carved by angles.

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So hey there! I found this edited this and I'm not good at writing, and very forgetful so I will never remember to post but maybe just might remember and post another part, but soz if I don't. 

  ~ Laters Bry