Do you believe?

Not used to

After the study sessions, Jett managed to pass the exam as well as Gertrude. And now It's our semester break for fall. There's nothing much to do for me so I'm back with my old life. Spending my day here in my room reading some books. I missed this!!! X3

Jett went to her camp so no one's bothering me.

As for Jaycee, I don't really want to get involve with her for a while.

This is what you called a "life".

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Why does it seem so quiet??

I looked up at the ceiling and that's where I realized that my body get used to the atmosphere when I am with them.

It is surely quiet.

I heard that Jaycee went somewhere but I didn't bother knowing where. 

It's not like I am obliged to know.

As I lay down in the floor, I suddenly started to hear things around me clearly.

The sound of the water dripping down from the faucet, the sound of the wind chime, the sound of my heart beat.

I am in total silence and it is where I find myself at peace and happy..

That's what I realized last fall, but why does it feel so different today? 

It's weird...

Why does it feel like...

I want to see her?

I tried reading those book I recently bought but I ended up losing interest on it.

It seems like my body is looking for something.

I curled up and tried to sleep but as I close my eyes my body doesn't also feel like it.

As I looked up at the ceiling once again, a knocked suddenly filled the silence in my room.

"what is it?"

"Can't you let me in first?"

"Come in.."

I sat up straight as my door opened up and behind it was my brother Glen. What is it that he needs now..

"I'm going out for a bit.."

" you don't really have to say that to me.."

"That's not what I came here for.. "

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" You're back from your old hobbies, you need some exercise. "

" what?? "

" I bet your body feels uneasy with staying here, Why not try walking outside and get some breather.. "

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" Well then, see you later, "

Maybe he's right...

All I need is some fresh air and after that maybe I can finish things up..

I grabbed my jacket and went out for a while..

It's not that sunny so I decided to walk at the park for a while.

I guess it's been so long since the last time I went here. During my middle school days, when I was still that energetic kid who loves the light so much. Heh, brings back those memories that I still have that unending smile on my face. Who would've thought that after those days I'll be like this. Stuck in my room, hates the sunlight, hates to talk, I even forgot how to smile.