Can You Forgive Me?

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"i have loved you since we met 5 years ago, it was love at first sight, your voice and gorgeous face entranced me and im glad to have met you at the fanmeeting, will you marry me Lexi?" Zayn Malik says in his beautiful voice that gives an angel its wings each time he does a high note. I cant believe Zayn freaking Malik of One Direction proposed to me.

"Oh my gosh, YES! i will marry you" i say squealing as he slides a big ass diamond ring on my finger and then i start kissing him. He starts kissing me back and moves to my neck, sucking on it with his sexy lips. All those fanfictions i wrote about this exact moment. I tighten my hands around his neck and feel him pull me closer. I'm enjoying it until it turns to a stinging pain.

"Ow! Zayn that hurts, what are you doing ?"i say trying to push him away, that's when he looks up at me and i see his face. Its not Zayns face i see, its Nathans face that is so beast like with pitch black eyes and long canines that almost go to his chin. I feel my eyes widen and my heartbeat increase. Why am i so scared of my own mate?

"YOU ARE MINE AND BELONG TO ME" Nathans says in a voice that sounds demonic. He leans in with long canined mouth open, nearing my neck.

" AHHHHHHHHHHH" i scream as my eyes shoot open and i see an unfamiliar room. My forehead feels damp and my breathing comes in shallow pants. Oh my gosh it was just a dream! Where am i? As i start to look around the dull ache on my neck makes the memories of the night before flash into my head. Nathan coming to the club. Beating up Seth. Being forcibly dragged to the bathroom. And... and.... being marked. i feel tears build up in my eyes and and a lump form in my throat. How could my own mate mark me so cruelly and forcibly? My thoughts were interrupted when Nathan barged into the room, looking around for danger it seems.

" i heard you scream " he says looking at me carefully.His face softens when he sees my face. By then the tears were falling and i could feel them run down my face. He starts walking towards when i stop him.

"No! Stay right there" i say . He stops suddenly, looking hurt. My heart clenches a little but i stand my ground.

"Please Nathan, i want to be left alone right now" i say while turning my body away. As i turn on my side i see a balcony and from what i can tell its dark out. How long have i been here? Where is here? Am i at Nathans house? My parents must be so worried. I heard footsteps and thought Nathan left, but i feel the bed move and feel him get in behind me.He gets close enough but doesn't touch me.

"Alexis, i am so sorry for what i did,i shouldn't have marked you like that , i should've had better control on my wolf . i wanted it to be special when i marked you and i ruined it. " he says. I sit up and turn to look at him.

"Nathan, you are my mate, so why do i feel scared you could hurt me? You were a completely different person." i say. You're probably thinking i'm being over dramatic and i might but the flashes of that night keep replaying in my mind on how i couldn't stop him and how aggressive he was. And that dream of a demonic Nathan i had does not help my brain at all. He sits up, grabs my hand and looks me in the eyes.

"I will do what ever i have to to make you feel safe with me again, our relationship started off rocky and i hope we can make it past it and i can be a better mate. Im so sorry love, can you forgive me?" he reaches forward and pulls me onto him so im laying on his chest a little. I tense a little and slowly relax as i feel the soothing tingles of a mates touch.  I sigh and try to relax but remain tense in Nathans arms. He tightens his arm.

"I need time Nathan okay? What you did was traumatic and has hurt me as your mate whose wishes were ignored" I whisper. He sighs and loosens his arms.

"I understand" he says he moves slightly away.

"Nathan, am i at your house? Like hours away from my family? What happened last night after you.. um .. marked me" i say a little hesitant. He glances at me and slowly brushes my hair but stops.

"Well, after you fainted, i carried you out the club. i almost got into a fight with some guy named ben when your blonde friend talked to him. My wolf was on edge since i marked you and so i brought you back to my house. And dont worry i talked to your parents and let them know you were safe." He said.

"oh ok" i said softly as my eyes flutter close and i feel relief. At least my parents wont be worried. Before i fall asleep, i hear Nathan say something.

"I'm sorry, love".

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Hey guys! i feel really bad for not updating but i got so distracted with many things and so i decided to update today.I stayed up late just for you guys. I know its short but hopefully i will update this weekend so yea. So do you think lexi forgave Nathan to quickly? Will Nathan be better mate or will he have another episode? Comment if you have questions or anything. Vote as well Pleaaaaase! <3 Also i changed the title a little bit.<3

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