Little White Lies

hope.

"I want to find something different and new.
Something that makes me excited and praised him as a work of God."
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It's been a week since the first day of school.
I was at school, new school.. welcome to high school life. that contains the majority of men and women is only half of it.
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This time I was in the hall, indoor school and I look at these all over the indoor. I have seen a lot of new people today, and I don't know them, but I know some people even they're go to somewhere.
I'm looking for friends as much as possible have a lot of similarities with me? doing crazy and dumb things for example. But I know a new student must keep the attitude and need time to adaptation. well.. calm down.
I slowly walked to my class. the class that will be a year and of course I will have many new friends.
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I just have 2 until 3 people who closer with me in class. Even I can't tell my privacy to them, I feel honored cause they're trust me easily,
they said I not talking much, they said I cannot laugh, they said I blablabla, like hey we just 2 days meet and u already judge me?hahaha how funny, I not talking much cause I'd like to know them first. not all people can have joke or can accept what I talking about. thats why find great one so difficult, I hope I can find the great one who accept me and have beautiful minds.
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I'm waiting for break time and there is one of my friend asked me out of class just take a look around.
on the way to the cafeteria, my friend came to " her squad " and I look dead style because I don't know what I have to do. if I have to hang out with them? or I have to go alone? I decided to go alone. because "some of the girl too complicated with business looks attractive in front of friends or seniors " I'm tired of discussing it, as if their school for the event looking for a mate or something. I just go, my friend without holding out on me like let me go she don't care.
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Until in the cafeteria, was very busy a lot of people starving like, they're have tummy lost control. Ha!
I was trying to come in line, it is clear that the line is things that should be though boring. People waiting in line to buy food or drink.
On the sidelines of me waiting in line, there is a Tall Boy looked forward. He's quiet, don't come screaming. I saw him as if I feel he's different and I am curious about that boy.
I think this gonna be interesting... I hope I can see him again.