Letters to Charlie (The Perks Of Being A Wallflower)

So i decided to write something sorta like a journal to charlie.

4/19/13

Dear Charlie,  

It's the middle of April and this is my first letter I'm writing to you.

I know it's kinda weird to be writing to a person I know doesn't exist.

But for some reason I think you might be able to understand me.

You've inspired me that you don't have to have a lot of friends,

that all you need is your closest friends.

And I've realized that what you are is what I am, a wallflower.

I stay quiet and I understand.

Anyways, I'm going to be writing to you a lot because I have a lot to say that no one else seems to understand.

Have you ever wondered what it's like if you could just lay on the clouds and get away from everything?

Everything that judges you?

And to just escape, and be happy and not be judged for once,

At least for just a moment.

That's what I feel right now, Charlie.

Well, I'm listening to Kelly Clarkson and I like how she says "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

...she's right

I wish a lot more people would take the time to think about the upside of things and a little less of the downside.

Anyways, I'm also just sitting here,

bored out of my mind,

dreaming of things that will never happen.. ever.

Love Always,

Hannah

4/22/13 

Dear Charlie,  

Sorry I haven't written in like three days.

I've been exhausted. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to make people like me. It's always something that I'm doing wrong.

I try to be the best I can be.

Do you ever feel like your not good enough?

I do.

Allllllllllllllllllllll the time.

It's quite frustrating not knowing how to be good enough.

But anyways, I'm looking out the window watching the wind dance with the trees and the birds flying through the sky.

Have you ever wondered what it's like to fly?

To fly beyond the clouds and see the world from a whole new perspective?

I wish I could fly.

Fly away from all my flaws, problems, and insecurities.

I know it's bad to run away from all your problems but it'd be nice to just have a moment without any cares or worries in your mind?

That'd be really awesome.

Anyways (I know I say that a lot haha)  

Someday I wish to meet someone like you.  

To be my best friend that I can share everything with, all my thoughts and secrets.

They'll be my Charlie.