How Else Can My Perfect Life Go Wrong? ~ON HOLD~

How Else Can My Perfect Life Go Wrong? Chapter 15 {Model Image}

I sat there rocking back and forth slowly, squeezing my eyes shut. I needed to just stop being such a spazz and calm down. I needed to learn how to control myself before I really hurt Aaron or anyone else. I growled at myself, feeling the need for my muscles to move around and destroy something, anything.

It was painful to hold myself back, I felt like fire was burning through my body. Tears began to run down my face. I focused all my thoughts and energy on controlling myself. It was very difficult to say the least. My arm twitch out with a mind of its own and my fist hit the floor with a loud crack.

“Ow, dammit,” I groaned automatically, bringing my hand back into my vision. To my surprise it didn’t even hurt, the crack was the floor breaking. I didn’t think I even hit it that hard…

I looked up to see Aaron sitting on his bed, staring at me with wide eyes.  I felt heat pulse through my body and I had to close my eyes and breathe deeply before I ended up leaping up and attacking him. Tears started falling from my eyes because of the pain.

Soon my body was shaking and I was sobbing uncontrollably. There was no way I would be able to hold myself back like this for much longer.

I felt arms wrap around my back and under my knees. I felt a deep relaxation wash through me and I sighed in relief as the pain washed away with it.  I wrapped my arms around Aaron’s neck as he lifted me up. The whole time I kept my eyes squeezed shut, not wanting the heat and pain to come back.

“Shh,” he soothed. I sniffled and opened my watery eyes. Blinking the tears away I looked at his blue eyes. I would have said something, anything, but my throat had started burning.

He sat on my bed with me still in his arms and pulled me closer to his cold body. The coldness that I had disliked before now became my only comfort. He started rocking back and forth like I was a baby and it calmed my senses even more. Usually someone acting like I was a baby would have pissed me off, but at that moment it was quite enjoyable.

When I had calmed down completely Aaron slowly stood up and placed me on my feet. I gripped my arms tight around my body and held onto my shirt, sniffing pathetically. He turned around and pulled back the covers on the bed. I would have gotten into it if I could will myself to move, but it seemed like my body wasn’t attached to me anymore.

My eyes started watering again and in one swift motion Aaron had me picked up and slid into bed with the covers pulled up to my chin. I looked up at his blurry figure standing over me and I couldn’t help but smile at his kindness.

I fought my need for sleep as best as I could, I had been sleeping far too much the past few days. How could I possibly need more?

I felt something tickle my nose and I wiggled it around, only causing it to become itchier. I tried to lift my hand to scratch it but it still wouldn’t let me. I seemed to have a lot more annoying out of body experiences than a normal person.

I wiggled my nose around and tried to get the hair out of my face but it only made me more and more annoyed. When I got completely frustrated with myself I started to whimper like a little puppy.

When Aaron finally noticed what was bothering me, he reached down and removed the hair from my face, smiling smugly. He would enjoy this. I glared at him for a long time.

“Just go to sleep!” he laughed. I couldn’t help but wonder how he was so calmly laughing after I had just tried to kill him, and not for the first time. He was just being so nice! Maybe he felt bad for me? Or maybe he really does have a kind soul. “You need your sleep, Heather. We don’t want you to be any more cranky than necessary!”