BEING A GRIER

silence

Katelyn:

I woke up and i remembered what happened yesterday. ...Nash screamed at me!

He never screamed at me ever sense i was 7 when my parents divorced and he blamed it on me! I went to the bathroom and put on jeans and a sweater that had cats on it! I put my hair in a messy bun and i did some make up and went downstairs!

"I yelled at her!" Nash said i was standing there and i noticed the guys there and Shawn we were cool...and mahogany was there to!

"She is only 14!" Cameron said

''Kate!" Hayes said i ignored him and they looked at me!

"Kate am sorry!" Nash said i stopped and looked at the frige i was stud there frozen i grabed a Starbucks and turned around!

There eyes were on me! I put my head down and went upstairs to my room...i slammed my door and ran to my bathroom and i did something i would never do....cut!

I felt the pain...but than i liked it!

One for Nash yelling at me!

Two for them keeping a secret!

Three for when i was little and he blamed it on me!

Four...for him telling the others....the secret and not me!

I wiped it off and went to my bed and i cryed later i felt a door knock!

"Hey Kate!" Cameron said he was like a brother to me!

"Kate can you talk to us?" Mahgony said i ignored them

"Kate can you at lest say one word...Please!" Shawn said

"Get out...." i muttered i was crying

"Kat-" Aaron said and i cut him off

"Get out...Please" i asked....

"We are down stairs if you nedd any thing..." chase said

They closed the door and i was there for about 3 hours crying...

I found out they left...Shawn texted me saying how was i doing...we are the same age 13.... i ignored his text and cryed than my mom came in my room

"Katelyn...sweetie dinner is ready!" She said i noded my head and went downstairs we sat at the dining room table....

I sat next to skylnn and hayes....like always we all had pacific seats!

"Sooo....how was every one's day?" Johnny asked

"Ok!" Nash and Hayes said

"Fun!" Sky said

"It was fine!" Mom said than they all looked at me!

"Kate...how was your day?" My mom asked

I shrugged my shoulders....and got up and put my dishes away and went to my room!

I looked back and saw Nash and Hayes....they looked at me with sad eyes...i looked up and walked upstairs to my room!

I went to my bathroom and cut for the same reason!

I changed and fell asleep crying than i felt abby come to me...she was the only person. ...well dog i wanted to see right now....

"Abby...*crying*....i don't know what to do...?" I showed her my cuts and she licked it and i cryed than i fell asleep!