BEING A GRIER

silence part 2

Katelyn:

I woke up and went the bathroom and took a shower, i put on a long sleeve sweater,high wasted shorts,my sandels,let my hair down and put my flower head band!

I did my bed and and got my laptop....and went through YouTube...i went to Pandora....and played sad music.... i was starving i went downstairs to see the same people who were here yesterday....

"Kate..." shawn said

"Please tell me at lest something....?" He said

I looked down and got a Starbucks....and looked at everyone....and went upstairs.... i went to my bathroom and cut.... i got out and abby was on one of my pillows "abby..." i wipered her ears went up....

"Come..." i said and we played in my room for a little and there was a knock on my door....it was the jacks...

"Hey kate.." Johnson said

"Kate.." glinky said

I looked up than down...

"Kate...you have your family and friends here for you....at lest talk to us..." they said

I shook my head

"Kate..." Johnson said

"Remember we all love you...." and with that they left and closed the door!

I felt bad but....i didn't want to talk to them....no one...just abby... i didn't even want to be with sky...and mom,and my step dad....
Al i wanted to know is the secret......

I looked outside...and than i wanted to go outside and play on the trampoline...alone!

I got up and got abby and closed the door and went downstairs....they all looked at me...thinking i would change my mind....not going to hapen...Nash and Hayes hurt me...soo..bad!

I turned around and ran to the door that led outside to the back yard i went around the pool and on the field and on the trampoline i did some gymnastics moves than jumed....i fell on the trampoline....i felt like flying....i remembered going on planes and playing with Nash saying this is your captin speaking.... and we laughed.....but that is the past now!

I went inside avoiding eye contact with anyone....and went upstairs and heard

"Kate...!" It was Matt

I didn't look at him....

"If you don't want to look at us...fine...but please talk to us...we are all worried!" He said i was frozen for a good 10 seconds when i turned around and looked at every one...they looked at me....

I looked at Matt....he looked sad...but waiting for a answer.... i shook my head and ran up the stairs to my room and slid down the door....crying i got a text from Shawn....

Shawn✌

S=how are you doing?

S=answer please....

S=kate...i am worried...

S=kate talk to me...i love you

End of convo

I cryed more....i went to my bathroom and cut...

1 for shawn...
2 for Matt...
3 for the jacks...
4 for Nash....
5 for hayes..
6 for chase...
7 for sky...

I stopped and wiped the blood and cryed....i changed to my pajamas and fell asleep crying!