Perfect Weapon (Jinxx/Black Veil Brides FanFic 1)

Chapter 3: God Bless You

*Ashley's P.O.V.*

"Ashley!", I heard CC yell, "Ashley! Look!"

"What?", I asked confused, yet concerned too.

He pointed out the window, "Isn't that your sister s house?"

Alarmed, I immediately looked out the window. We were just down the street from her house because the guys and I wanted to visit and figured it'd be a good idea if I apologized and we talked.

Jinxx was driving and pulled over at the side of the curb when we reached her house. It was surrounded with police, firemen and ambulances.

The only thing that was on my mind now was her. Was she okay? What happened? I had to make sure she was okay first then find out what happened.

I sprung out of the car and bolted towards her door. I got stopped by an officer. No one stops me from making sure my sister's okay.

"I'm her brother!", I screamed at the officer, not just to be heard over the sirens but to get the point through that I'm checking on her no matter what.

"Sorry son," the officer apologized, "All doors are locked. We're trying to find a way in."

"Move then," I said rather rudely, "I have a spare key. I'm going in."

The officer stepped aside, probably shocked, and let me through. I sprinted to the door and unlocked it. Almost the same second I had stepped through the door a million officers, firemen and paramedics piled into the house.

The downstairs seemed to be deserted so I had a feeling she was in her room. I ran up the stairs and found my way to her bedroom. I bursts through the door and looked around. I didn't see her. I checked her bathroom and saw nothing. I walked back into her room and saw her iPhone on the bed. I knew she was in this house somewhere then. She absolutely positively without a doubt never will even think about going somewhere without her phone.

I went back downstairs and saw CC. I told him I had checked her room and didn't find her. I also told the officers and they took my word for it. We all continued searching downstairs for about 30 minutes or so before we all gave up.

I wouldn't rest until I knew my sister was okay. I told the officers that and they said they'd keep an eye out, plus hang some 'Missing' posters around the city. When they told me this I nodded, attempting to fake that I'm reassured. Nothing would reassure me except her herself.

We all piled back into the car except CC. He still was lingering outside the house. That was strange. I wonder why.

"Aye! CC," I called to him, "What's up? You coming? Come on."

"Uh...," he trailed off, "Yeah...um..just a sec...I feel there's a place we didn't check. Hold on."

Before I knew it he was back in the house. That's strange. I know we all checked every place possible in that house. The guys and I all exchanged confused looks then shrugged it off as we waited. The officers too decided to wait, just in case.

We were all bored out of minds then alarmed by the sound of a piercing scream no one seemed to recognize. I hoped it was Amanda, but a part of me thought CC was just screwing with us. Officers surrounded the door in alarm.

CC, my CC, came out, with my sister, limp, and motionless in his arms. Not only that, but, his eyes, filled with tears, and his face, red from crying. My CC, the CC I knew, was crying, bawling his eyes out. His whole body was shaking.

He dropped to his knees and spoke, "I...I...I found...her..."

His voice cracked as he spoke and he struggled just to get the words out.

Jinxx, Jake, Andy and I all chanted at once, "Oh. My. God..."

I threw myself out of the car and at CC. I dropped to my knees before him. I can't believe he found her. I was glad he did but the happiness was soon replaced when I saw her arms. They were bloody, covered in blood. She cut herself. Not on accident, but because she wanted to kill herself. I could tell based off of where they were and how deep they were. Why? What caused her to go this far? What happened once she left?

What CC said next was more than enough to bring me to tears, "She left a note. She said something about not liking the fact you wouldn't let her see me. She wanted to live her the life the way she wanted to but she felt you wouldn't let her so she'd rather be dead."

I, me, her own flesh and blood, her brother, I caused this. I started bawling instantly. The paramedics came and took her from CC. We helped each other up and started towards the ambulance.

I placed a hand on CC's shoulder to look him and the eyes as I spoke, "CC, you have made it more than Obvious that Amanda already means a lot to you. You clearly care for her just as much as I do. I shouldn't have gotten so upset the other day, I'm sorry. It's Obvious you make her happier than I ever can. CC, I, Ashley Purdy, give you, my blessing."

CC gasped and said, "Ash, Ashley, there's no one in this world who can take your place in her heart, always remember that. No matter how much it may seem she hates you, she doesn't, she never can, she never has, and she never will. She'll always love you regardless of the circumstances."

I embraced CC in a hug before we hopped into the back of the ambulance. The ride was awkwardly silent.

I decided to break the silence after a while, "CC, all I can honestly say to you now, is thanks. Thank you so much. If you hadn't found her I don't know what I'd do with myself. Thank you CC."

He smiled and nodded understandingly as we continued the ride in silence.

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OMG AMANDA!! HOW DARE YOU CUT YOURSELF LIKE THAT! Anyways, told you guys, DRAMA! And there's only more to come so, stay tuned!(: