My Guardian Angels
Nung mga bata pa kami nun,I think we are 6 yrs. old.Ansaya namin,kumpleto ang pamilya nasusunod ung mga gusto namin,kahit anong hingin namin,ANDIYAN AGAD...:)
Andiyan kasi ang lolo at lola ko ee.Paborito nila kami kasi kami ang mga unang apo nila :).But nung nag February 8,2008,,
My lola died. :(
we are so very sad,halos hindi ko nga alam ang gagawin ko. nun ee..Dhil siya ang may pinaka may paborito sa akin..Yung feeling na akala mo wala ka nang pag-asa....
pero habang tumatagal cnasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko..
"Atleast hindi na si mame maghihirap"-ako(with emotion)
maigi nalang nandiyan pa si dade.Pero kahit wala si mame I know she's still guiding me even I didn't see her.
The day came and the time past by...
we go in manila every month.we spend time with our lolo..sometimes when my dad's sister or my lola also came in the philippines we go in their condominium
I was so very happy ginawa ni dad lahat,,narin ang naging lola ko :))He also guided me for all what I do,,when the day ng nagpunta kami kay papa,,we spend with them happily,,
-May 17,2009-
It was the night we are outside the backyard we been like a bystander with my lolo and mae,,
kinausap niya kami at may itnanong kami sa kanya....
"dade,gusto ko kumain..tayo sa bigmak,may malapit lang dito"--ako
"o sige bukas"-dade
"dade gusto ko ng avocado..-mae
"o, sige bibili tayo bukas basta babantayan nio si lola ha??-dade
"bakit dade??"-ako
he didn't reply..
we are going to sleep,,we sleep comfortably,,but it was the 3:00 am, lumabas si dade , kasi sinusumpong na naman sya ng asthma nya.. or he didnt breathe normally, wla kc dung bintana ee.. patio then door agad kc...
I never knew that bcoz I was asleep.ginising ako ni mae but hnd ako magising ntatakot kc sya.
-6:20 am-
I woke up and I saw papa very tolerated he didn't know what to do..and her new wife cries...suddenly
I came outside to see what's happening...
I saw the corps of dade..I was so confused,,..And i thought its all my fault.....
but the day came and the time pass by again.
Everytime I flashback my memories..I THOUGHT THEY AT MY SIDE guiding me as my GUARDIAN ANGELS..:)