Diary of a Georgian Beauty

Day 8, the trip part one

Last night after we got back from Cams house I was so exhausted. I talked to his parents for hours and it turns out he has 8 little sisters. All as sweet as can be. But they all ran me ragged, playing games saying that little rhyme. The one about kissing. Right now we are sitting on the curb at the school waiting for the busses to get here.

Everyone on the team is here. All of them has someone with them. My head is resting on Cams chest as he holds me with one arm. Abby yells everyones names and we have to tell her who we brought instead of saying here. "Hieshinada!" I sit straighter "Clark!" She moves to the next person as I relax against Cam.

"I think your going to win the competition." I laugh at Cam softly. "Its three competitions. Or did ya get it wrong to aggravate me?" We stand up when the bus comes. All the couples sit in the back, except us. Cam lets us sit in the middle, I always hated sitting in the back of the bus, ever since I was 5.

Heads up, another biography about my life in Georgia.

When I sat in the back of the bus on trips from the orphanage, I would get beaten. I would be tormented until I lost consciousness cause of the pain. And when I showed enthusiasm for a trip the other girls would bring rope. They beat me until I lost enough energy to stop fighting the rope tied around my hands and feet.

When I was 10 and 11 there were a few boys in the orphanage, about five or six, all older. When we went on trips they made sure to surround me in the back of the bus. They would gag me, and force themselves on me. One boy, I'm still terrified of him to this day, every trip we went on, he made sure he was my safety buddy. He would take me to the back of the bus and rape me. Cause of him, I lost my virginity when I was 10. I was always terrified of him.

Back to the present.

When the bus gets moving I snuggle up to Cam. Even though all that happened in the back, I still don't like busses altogether. Right now Cams tryin real hard to comfort me. He only knows about the beatings, he doesn't know about the rapes. What will happen if he found out? Will he be disgusted by me?

"Ashley, is there something you're not telling me?" I cring. I can't tell him, not yet. I shake my head no and relax against him. Abby starts yelling to everyone. "Guys! Since this is our first cheer trip why don't we do our school chant!" Abby leads everyone in the chant and we all have fun.
My terror slowly disappearing. We have another three hours til we get to the hotel. This'll be fun. Except to the part that we are goin to the hotel Jamie moved into. Every week before I was adopted, Jamie sent post cards from the hotel. I know he still lives there, I just hope Cam will protect me.

Three hours later at the hotel check in desk.

Everyone is standing in the lobey. Abby and our cheer couch is talking to the desk person getting everyone's keys. I begged Abby to let Cam stay in the same room as me. I had to tell her my tormentor lived here. I didn't tell her how he tormented me though. She agreed and I tightly hugged her neck.

When we get to our room, I note that we're close to the top and this place has a fricking humongous pool and hot tub. I convince Cam to come with me. I put on my american flag bikini that shows a lot of cleavage. But its okay cause of my abnormally large boobs.

When I walk out of the bathroom Cam literally does a double take. He glances at me then stops everything he's doing and stares. Full on stares at me. I throw my shirt at him and it lands on his head. He is wearing a normal dudes bathing suit shorts. His abbs are amazing, and he looks ten times hotter without his glasses!

I reach my hand out to him when he puts his last shoe on. He takes it and we walk to the elevator, hand in hand. "You haven't said anything about my outfit. What ya think?" I ask when we get in the elevator. He pulls me to him from behind and inhales. "I thought you where a swimsuit super modal. I still can't understand why you chose a nerd for a boyfriend." I smile. The doors open and we head for the pool and hot tub.

When we get there, the hot tub has only one person in it. I can't tell what he looks like from far away but he has pale blond hair. Cam is the first to get in. I completely ignore the dude. I don't even look at his face as I sink into the water. I hear a gasp but then the dude speaks. "Long time no see baby." No! No! My eyes fly open. Landing on brown ones. He looks me up and down.

"Damn girl. Who knew that 'innocent' flat chested girl from two years ago would be you. You aged well." I stare blankly at him. It can't be! Not now! Not in front of Cam! "Jamie." My voice is a whisper. I glance at Cam and see him fuming with rage. "Don't you fucking call her that! She's my girlfriend!" I jump up and get out the hot tub. The second one foot is out the water a hand is around my stomach pulling me out of the water and to a wall. Horrible memories cloud my vision as he has me trapped.

I look up at him mortified that Cam will find out about my past. Cam tries to get out the water but boys, Jamie's friends I'm guessing, holds him back. "Well its not fair that you moved on little bitch. I guess you have forgotten all our fun times." He plays with the lining of my bikini. My normally bright and happy green eyes full of terror and mortification.

I can't look away from him. When I did years ago, he would punish me by doing unspeakable things to me. "Why don't you and I finish what we started." He breathed heavily, his slimy voice filled with lust. I'm still frozen in place when he wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me to the door.

"Ashley!!! Ashley snap out of it!!!" Cam? My only hope is that he beats us to the door. The next thing I know, I'm held in someone's arms as they run to god knows where.