"Jamie! Stop! Please!! Get off me!” age 10 and I'm about to lose my virginity! God please help me! "Come on baby. You know you want me." I scream louder, but no one cares. None of the orphanage caretakers care. I always tell them I'm in trouble, but they never listen. Now, now my girlhood is disappearing before my eyes.
"Come on baby, dont ya wanna be cool?" His slimy, smooth voice echoing in my ear. "HEEEELP!!!!" His 14 year old frame covers my small frail body. Why?! Why did he have to be my buddy?! Why did I let him bring me to the back of the bus?!
He hits me in the head and I'm out cold. The last thing I see and feel, is his pale blond head with brown eyes going to my flat 10 year old chest and his hands on the inside of my thigh slowly taking off my panties.
3 hours later back at the orphanage.
I have on the small apron and raged and torn clothes they give me. I'm the only one that does chores in this place. All the others get treated like royalty, while I'm treated like dirt. No, to them, I am dirt.
I'm in the kitchen cooking dinner. Same as every night. Clean, cook, clean again, sleep. That's all I ever do. That and be beaten while cleaning. "Hey baby." I stiffen in fear when I clean Jamie's room.
I start cleaning while Jamie comes to where I'm kneeling on the ground. He slaps my ass but I can't say anything. If I did he'll tell the "caretakers" and then they won't feed me. Why couldn't my parents be alive?
The reason why the caretakers don't do anything to help me is cause everyone blames me for everything. If I need blankets in my little attic, the other kids tell them I'm hiding jewelry I "stole" from them. They even put it there while I work.
Now I'm being raped by Jamie every night. Non stop. Painful, agonizing, moments of him on top of me. I'm so terrified of him now I can't wait for someone to finally take the beating to far and kill me.
A/n hello my people's. Please don't be creeped out by this. This leads to something better in the story. This is something I hope y'all will enjoy. :-D
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