For Me,There Is Only You |18+|

A Letter To My Readers

So... it's official.

This book is done. Complete. Finished. I'm still trying to wrap my head around it.

Honestly? I didn't think I'd make it this far.

This journey has been long, chaotic, emotionally draining, and, let's be real, filled with way too many late-night breakdowns over imaginary people with very real problems.

There were moments I fell into slumps so deep, I forgot what sunlight looked like (okay, slight exaggeration, but you get the point). I burned out more times than my stove, and I genuinely questioned whether I should just... quit.

But I didn't. And you know why?

Because you guys didn't quit on me.

I still remember uploading the very first part of this book on 6th July 2021.

I managed to post around 15 chapters before I gave up. The reads weren't coming. The motivation slipped through my fingers.

Then life happened. Studies happened. And I ghosted Wattpad like it was an awkward ex.

But here's the thing: no matter how much I tried to leave writing, writing refused to leave me.

Fast forward to 2023. The book was sitting at around 10k reads, quietly collecting dust, until a few comments popped up. People asking what happened next. Curious souls wondering how the story would unfold.

And I thought... why not give it one more shot?

I returned to this story with a fresh perspective and stronger writing.

On 13th August 2023, I uploaded Chapter 16, and that's when the real journey began.

But it wasn't easy.

The reads were slow. The comments even slower. And when they finally came, not all of them were kind.

I was called names. Insulted. Mocked. DMs flooded my IG... filled with hate from people too afraid to comment in public but cruel enough to hurt in private.

"Author is sick in the head."

"Slut."

"Whore."

"Take your book down."

Words I never imagined I'd have to read, let alone in response to something I poured my soul into.

At first, I told myself I wouldn't let it get to me.

But we all have our breaking points.

And in my lowest moments, those words echoed louder than they should have.

This book affected my mental health more than I can ever explain.

There were nights I hovered over the delete button, ready to take it all down.

But there were some supportive gems (you know who you are, bless your souls). You who left comments and messages full of love. And suddenly, I'd remember why I started this in the first place.

So, thank you for reading, for sticking around, for giving this story and these characters a chance.

This wasn't just the journey of Neev, Ansel, and Zev.

It was my journey too.

And you were part of it.

Now, I know many of you are waiting (impatiently 👀) for Book 2.

It is coming. But not before August. And even then, I can't promise a specific date.

Life is busy. Responsibilities exist. Sleep is rare.

But I promise, when I return, it'll be worth the wait.

Until then, stay safe, stay kind, and maybe reread your favorite scenes if you miss the chaos.

With all my love,

—Your Slightly Unhinged But Deeply Grateful Author 💛