Broken Heart Of Love

Broken Memories

This dream, this nightmare that continued every time she fell asleep, her dad saying he was on her side, all the friends she made becoming a soldier, then all of those friends dying. She woke with a gasp of cool crisp air, she had forgotten about leaving the window open, as she closed it she got a brief smell of something warm and soft that brought back old childhood memories. She remembered the warm stew, soft bread and fresh milk for dinner, she shut the memory out and got out of bed, as she got changed into her uniform she could hear people shuffle down the hallway in a hurry. She opened the door and stood in ready position, she could hear the commander of the military police talking in a hurry, she only heard a few parts though like "We have to get the doctors ready to help the injured" and "Yes sir!" and that was about it. Everyone was confused until they went outside to see the Survey Corps had returned early, she notice the grim looks on their faces and then saw Bertholdt and Reiner. They also looked terrified even though they we're titan users themselves, she thought "What wrong with them?, they should be use to it, after all we all have killed people before, in our titan forms".

She then saw Eren, Armin, and Mikasa, but Eren he looked totally calm but also angry even though he had a hint of sadness in his expression as if he was remembering something that brought him pain. That's when she saw a young girl walk up to the commander of the Survey Corps asking him "Where's my big brother?" she already knew what might be the answer, the girl asked again "Where is Balric, where is my big brother Balric?" tears streamed down her face, Commander Erwin called for them to bring his body, at that time the mother walked up and held her daughters hand with a sad, pained look. This brought back more memories, of her dad crying but also in a pained tone saying he'll love her no matter what side she picks. When she came back to reality she notice the woman and child leave while to men carried the body to go bury it, suddenly she heard someone call her "Hey Annie!" she turned to she it was Eren that had called her.

Annie looked at him and said lightly "So you guys are the reason none of us got to eat breakfast?" he looked at her and smiled nervously "Sorry about that but it was on Commander Erwin's command" he chuckled lightly, she sighed and asked "guess you guys lost a lot of people" he looked at her with a grim expression "Yeah, a female titan came out of nowhere and killed almost the whole survey corps". Annie stayed calm so he wouldn't see her tense up "Really, I thought every titan looked like a male" he sighed "Well I guess we found that not all titans can look like guys" suddenly she heard someone yell "Jaeger lets go!" she saw a some what short man but with a pissed off expression beckoning him over to where he was. "Well maybe I'll get to see you around" she looked back at him and nodded "Yeah maybe" and he was off.

But these where memories that flashed into her mind as she felt cold air hit her skin, and tears roll down her face and then she felt nothing, blank, the only thing she could see was memories playing in her head over and over, like the time Eren secretly kissed her and told her his feelings for her. Annie couldn't be happier since she secretly liked him too, but she couldn't tell him before because Mikasa kept getting in her way. Then the time he tried to sit next to her but Mikasa grabbed him and dragged him away, she always chuckled to herself seeing that happen, Bertholdt and Reiner always asked her if he knew that she was a titan user and if he knew they we're too, she always told them not to worry he knows nothing.

Annie was in a crystal yet she didn't realize that, Eren visited her and always asked "Why did you do that... why.. I thought you liked me" and then he would leave. She felt warm in her memories when suddenly all the bad ones came to light, it was like having a nightmare but you couldn't move or wake up, you couldn't even gasp for breath.

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sincerely, Manabí Sensei, with loads of love♥