Believe me, I love you. (Grelliam, BlackButler) Completed.

Chapter Eleven: His Decision

(Will's P.O.V)

I watched the clock as it slowly clicked to twelve. Sighing I glanced at my book that gave a warning sign. Opening it up I gave a small grin and smiled.

I found you...

-Timeskip-

"She had a good life actually, I suppose no one came for her. She has had an encounter with the butcher though, see-" I gave a small sigh as I taped him with my scythe. 'I have to stay up to my standards, no matter what.' "Grell you know the rules." The red head simply turned over and glared at me. "William as I said be-" Before he finished I grabbed his arm and quickly made my way out. That demon and brat of a boy watching us with raised brows as I did so.

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"A shinigami can never quit and you know that!" I sat down and gently pushed up my glasses. "This, is a position, a job that one can never leave. One that doesn't pay but that is worth while." He continued to stare at the floor, kicking his feet around as if he wanted to break something. Shifting through my pockets and handed him his fixed glasses and moved his face to face mine. I saw something different in his eyes, no life something that Grell, would always have. If I were to bring his face to mine before he would have squealed acting like the idiot I grew to.. Like.. All before I broke him.

"Grell I'm so sorr-" He cut me off and moved away a hurt but angered look on his face. "Your only saying that because you don't want me getting in trouble!" He sighs. "Ciel has Sebastian.. They will be fine without me on their case.." He stood, grabbing his glasses and setting them onto his face. "I'll come back to work so I won't have to 'bother' you." He then walked out mumbling as he did. "I'm so sorry Grell.." I whispered tears rolled down my face.

For the first time in my life I felt two things, two things others would possibly feel everyday.

Love and regret.