What has happened to me?
Why am I so afraid?
There was a time when the thought of her
Coming to see me
Was the most exciting thoughts I could ever have
There was a time when she came,
I would strip out of my clothes
And go out to meet her
Ah, the sight of her
Her long hair falling,
Catching a glimpse of the sun.
The softness of it as it touched my skin
And dripped down my body.
There was a time when i would
Lift my face with a grin.
When her warmth created
Feelings deep inside me,
And I never wanted her to leave
When the feel of her on my lips
And the taste of her on my tongue
Unravelled everything within me
What happened to all those feelings
Why is it now, that I shiver
With could thoughts and fear
At the sight of her
Why do I fear
Catching a cold from her hair
Why so I fear for my skin
Why do I?