This is a story of the twisting events that are actually events based on what I feel and what has happened to me and my friends. Sorry if updates take ages :P feel free to give any comments back to me, enjoy Xx....
Prologue
I feel like i am in different world.
I want you to be in my world and i try my best to hold back but i can't without being pushed away. Now i feel like im in a different world and now your not in it.
Chapter One- troubles with dad
As a little girl i was a daddy's girl. Then my parents divorce but that didn't stop me. Eventually mum moved on and so did dad. My friend kiara was always there for me when i needed her. We were the best of friends, nothing tore us apart.
I was heading my way into the school grounds and i was upset. Dad had asked me to come down for the weekend but i didnt want to go cause i wanted to stay home. I felt like i had all this pressure to go down and i wasn't up for it. My step mum made me feel uncomfortable and i wasn't going through that again. I walked towards kiara as she gave me the biggest smile.
"Hey Brittney whats wrong?" Kiara asked worried
"I dont want to go visit my dad again, my step mum gave me grief. I hate the pressure he gives me." I replied still emotional
"Why don't you say no?" Kiara responded
"I dont want to hurt him." I said tears breaching my eyes
Kiara immediately gave me a hug and looked at me and she knew where i was coming from. She always knew how i felt and i could tell her just about everything. Kiara was trustworthy.I always had trouble talking to my dad about my feelings.
"He isn't allowed to push them away Brittney, your his daughter." Kiara reassured me
The last conversation I had with him was on the phone. At the time me and my step mum had a fight, i felt bad. So i rung my dad and asked him to tell my step mum i apologise for being the way i was but i actually felt like she didn't like me or hated me. He ignored me and changed the subject.
I tried to continue the conversation but i ended up in tears and hanging up. For a while we didn't talk. I wanted to give up forever, but I knew that I would hurt to many people if I did.
The last conversation I had with him was on the phone. At the time me and my step mum had a fight, i felt bad. So i rung my dad and asked him to tell my step mum i apologise for being the way i was but i actually felt like she didn't like me or hated me. He ignored me and changed the subject.
I tried to continue the conversation but i ended up in tears and hanging up. For a while we didn't talk. I wanted to give up forever, but I knew that I would hurt to many people if I did.
More days went on and we still didn't speak, i didn't know what to do. Should i text him ? Should i call? All this thoughts were overwhelming me. I felt like i can't talk to anyone about it other than kiara.
At school me and kiara were the biggest dance junkies along with other girls at our school. We were dancing to a song call impossible by james arther. Its was such a beautiful song that it reminded me about my misery with dad. It started getting me to, i started moving fiercefully. Kiara started looking at me weirdly.
"You okay?" Kiara said questioning me.
"Yeah, its just the song that got to me, remind me of dad" I sighed.
"Let it all out Brittney, there's nothing wrong with it" Kiara said supporting me.
I got home and i decided to go into my room and be alone for a bit. I thought about all the things that might occur if things get worse; will he ever realize how i feel? . I can't bear to think about all the fear and guilt i would have if i ever told him how i really felt. I felt like i was dressed for disaster. Tears rushed down my face and all i could feel was all the hurt i had bottled up for too long.
