What happened to us? We used to be best friends...We had a thing going. And then you changed...Why? Was it because I wasn't good enough or wasn't pretty enough? Or was she just a little bit better then me in everything. I know we didn't see each other, but I tried to make it work. I was going to make it work. But you through me to the wind. What happened to us?
What happened to us? You told me you loved me and you told me you were the only one that really cares about me. You said eveyone else looks at me and they think of me as a whore, but you saw more. You saw a wonderful girl who is just misunderstood. And a girl who has been taken advantage of so many times, her heart is in pieces. She falls so hard that it shatters into a million pieces before she can even say fuck you to the guy that does it. Where did that go? Did you really see that or were you just saying that to make a point? Is that how I really am? I trusted you and loved you with everything I had, and you know what you did? You balled up my heart and threw it away. I cried night after night thinking about what we could have had. But you know what I think you just used me to get what you wanted. I was a shiny new toy and when I started to become dull, you got rid of me and moved on to another toy. What happened to make you do that? What happened to us?
What happened to us? It took some time, but I'm finally over you. I will always love you, but you broke my heart too many times for me to care. I push people away. I try and make friends, but when I do I say something or do something stupid and lose them. I thought you were different. I thought you could get passed my bull shit and see the girl I really am, not the one I want you to see. But I guess I was wrong...once again....I was wrong. I let my heart get the best of me. You were not only the love of my life, but you were also my best friend. I confided in you and trusted with everything about me, and you took adavantage of that, just like I figured you would, because dreams like what we had are only fantasy. True love doesn't exist...at least not for me. I am human. I have feelings. I'm not your lap dog that you can just give away or kill off when you want to. I felt the heartache every SINGLE time you broke my heart just a little bit more each time. But you know what I did? I bandaged my broke heart and said you were wrong!! I'm done being your puppet and your toy. I'm done playing games. And I know you won't see this, but I just want to know one thing. What happened to us?
WHAT HAPPENED TO US TO MAKE ME HATE YOU AND WISH I NEVER MET YOU?