This happed yesterday>
Staying up late the night before meant sleeping in till 11 am, Damn this means drew (boy I like) won't be online untill 5, Quickly grabbing my ohine to see if I had any txts, or even a call,5 missed calls ? woah and there all from...DILLON!!! I better call back, as I hit the return call button on my phone, I heard a thump then a scream then a ARGHHH you made m die man!! It was obviously Josh (my brother) I quickly skipped down the hallway, Finished sucking at Cod? I asked my brother, SHUT UP EMMAH, He said slaming the door while all his friends laughed ,The phone was now in service,Dillon had Picked up, Uhh hey Em ...,he said. Heyyyy I said in a happy tone why with all the calls whatup I said ??, I was just gonn see if you wanted to come hang at the mall with me.. I would love to just let me get ready,I said my heart skipping 1000 beats, Oh but um Em, I ended up ringing Drew and asking if she wanted to come instead, Sorry... And were just going to a movie now, Oh itsokay I said, My heart melting.. Yeah again sorry, Maybe some other time? Yeeah some other timeI said trying to swallow my sadness.. Bye Em..Cyaa Dillon, I ended the call crouched down by my door and locked it, I never lock my door, In case of Fires or something rather, but I didn't want josh to burst in and see me crying.. I grabbed for my laptop which was on my desk The firstnotification on my facebook was a message, It was from dillon, I didn't even read it , It would have been a invitee for his date, Drew wrote a status, "Fun with Dillon Baxter xo <3" and a whole bunch of photos, she didn't go to the movies though ? Dillon lied to me, I went to my muisc icon, and clicked on thelist of music, I had made when I was angry, Itwas all death metal..I must of fell asleep, because I woke up to a sudden beep, It was drew messaging me "Not meaning to be rude but dillons my boyfriend now, So lay off." I was in a anger fit I typed back caps "WELL HE WOULD BE MINE, IF NOT FOR YOU... YOU ARE NOTHING BUT EVIL.... I then backspace it all, and Ignored it all, I had never liked Drew and she had never liked me.. It was now 6 at night, my mum called me it was dinner, I haven't seen you in a while she joked, Josh had his headphones In, everyone was dressed up, Its dinner night, I'll give you 10 minutes to get ready, said mum , I grabbed a mint green skirt and a azted crop top, and mylether jacket, I quickly straitend my hair, and did my makeup Hurry em, my mum called, you look lovely she said smiling, I faked a smile back, josh take those out, when we get to your girlfriends.. Uhhhh Okay.. he said, What about you Em do you have a date? No. I answered, before mum could notice I was upset, Okay then... Emmahs Ais Fucked in the head!!screeched Josh, I punched him in the arm. An d walked ffastly yo the car, My brother yelled "Bags front!!!!" really loudly in my war, what are you 5 ?I asked getting into the front seat..Mum rolled her eyes at Josh, you have to sit next to yourdate anyway mum said.. Oh yeah josh crouched down to the ground and touched the carpet in the car, ew bubblegum he said wiping it in my hair, SSeriously what the hell is wrong with you, are you fucking mentally challenged, or sommething because sometime I wonder, and how the fuck do you have a girlfriend, you still live with mum and your 22, You still taunt your 15 year old sister ?? your useless watse of space, Mum looked at me then at josh, josh leaned back in his seat, and went quiet, I put my headphones in and started at the bublegum i my hair, I knew what I said was mean and it wasn't even his fault I was angry/sad/confused , I ordered dinner, a steak and salad , and a chocolate thick shake, my brother and his girlfriend, shared a drink and she just had a sald and he had a steak, so they pretty much got what I had, Mum just ate buffalo wings, I cringed at all the happy coupples, Then who walks through the door ? Dillon and drew... I tried to hide, I keep puttig my head down, But Dillon noticed my brother, as they play cod together I looked up, Hey Dillon.. He smiled widley, would you like to join us for dinner Em ? I mean if you want to,I don't want to be the third wheel I said.. Oh said dillon, Okay then Bye Em... I could not wait to get home, I rushed to the car when Josh had finished his vodka, When we got home I threw on mypajamas, and went to sleep upset, and frustrated..
Well that is what happened last night.. Thats my insparation to write my diary entrys c: ahah hada bad night though :L
