Lets talk about a girl who felt as if the the world would still turn if she passed. As if everyone would enjoy the absence of a shy girl who hid bruises and cuts with sleeves and fakery. She was just, Amidty. She longed to be a photographer, though everyone in her way halted her with the," Dreams are bullshit, you need a high paying job."
She longed for someone to love her, to show her what its like to be, loved. She had a boyfriend, one who used violence and dominance to take out his own anger. He was her first, her unwilling first who held her down for a good time. He had girls every other night in their room before Amidty would drive home to find him drunk and puking in the halls. She was just to afraid to leave.
She longed for a new job to help pay for the canvas of her dream. Best Buy was just a spiral as she worked both the video game and CD section. She always hoped for a new face to pick out a better band than the old Backstreet Boys. Classic pre-teens flooding the aisle as she smiled at the 80's rock, punk, and brand new 90' alternative which kept her as sane as she wasn't. The game section was also a chore with mums coming for Mario, claiming it to be a title off the Xbox. It was just her only escape.
She longed for a new life, scratch that, to leave her life behind. She wished to take her 22 year old brother who took care of her since she was 12 years old,with no help or money. She wished to take her best friends Aria, Tyler, and Chase as they were her only friends to stay and love her since age 8. Her mother- in the clouds as she overdosed when Amidty was 12, Blake 16. Her father out of the picture since she was only 4 months, Blake... 4 years. The guy she had never even met being the reason to make her mother use drugs, to be addicted to drugs, to die from drugs. She knew a way to leave.
Amidty was in her own personal hell; Amidty was done with being there in the first place.
*Hello loves, this is my first fan fiction so I hope so far it sounds as amazing as Billie himself. I will be writing this for you guys so commenting and voting and adding will let me know that i will need to update sooner and give you the best cliffhangers *wink, wink* Love yalls*
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Just a No Name- Billie Joe Armstrong
FanfictionHer life isn't worth living; Her mind isn't straight; Her only friends are miles away; Her only love is filled with fear and rage. Until the park lights are dim, two people meet by the chance of a pill bottle and a rough night.
