Feelings evolve

Never let you go again

Hey guys hope you enjoy this sequel. I have been trying to write the perfect first chapter for two weeks now. So I hope it is good enough!!!☺️
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(Steve's POV)

The sun slowly begins to rise over the edge of the ocean view and the cool breeze tickles my exposed skin. I roll slightly to the side and feel the warm, soft sand against my legs.

I continue to roll until I become vaguely aware that I'm not moving and that there is another person present. My mind is all foggy and I quickly snap my eyes open to see the familiar red locks trailing down my chest.

My breathing slows back to normal and I take a moment to replay the events of the previous night.

'Nat, I love you so much' I whispered in her ear softly.

'I love you too Steve, forever and always' the words struck my heart and broke my soul free of any cursed memories from the past two months.

I caught her lips in a new kiss that was stronger and more passionate than ever before. I poured my whole soul into the kiss and gave myself willingly to my wife under the soft glow of the moon.

I was broken from my reverie by a silky feminine voice 'morning soldier'

'Morning my little spider' I smirk at the bright green emeralds gazing up at me.

'Little spider? Since when did that name happen?'

'Since I realised you are my black widow. Deadly. But only to the people who need to be stopped. And the fact that you have been like a little spider in the past two months you have spent away from me'

'Okay then soldier boy, your little spider I am' she smirks.

'Fun night wasn't it?' I say with a grin.

'Definitely. But you know if we weren't super heroes on a pretty much private beach we could have been arrested for our late night activities' she says with a melodic laugh.

'Since when did you start sounding like me? I though you were the reckless and fun one and I was the boring, old gramps?'

'Yeah well death can do that to people. Any way I'm not I just need to get back into the world first' she laughs and lightly punches my arm in mock protest.

'Okay my little spider. What shall we do today?'

'Make use of our floor at the mansion if you catch my drift' she winks coyly at me.

'That's my girl'

'Oh please, i never left'

'Well technically you did when I had to let you go and you ended up in a coffin under ground while I slept by your grave in exhaustion after crying hysterically from reading your heart wrenching letter' my heart begins to speed up again and my hands shake slightly.

'Woah, woah Steve calm down. I'm sorry it was just a joke' she looks at me with panic filled eyes.

'No Nat, it's okay. I'm sorry I just need time to adjust. It's kind of strange to have you back like this when I had to loose you. I have barely slept for two months and when I do its plagued with nightmares and cold sweats. I couldn't deal with the grief' I say sadly.

'It's okay Steve I couldn't stand losing you too and these have been the worst few months of my life. Even though they were the best when I was dying' she says and her eyes are glistening with tears she is trying to withhold.

'I think we have both had a real rough time lately haven't we?'

'We have Steve. And I'm so sorry I kept this secret and left you here alone with know reason as to why'

'And I'm sorry I let you go and didn't see the signs'

'We were both blinded by true love. The strongest of all emotions'

'We still are but that doesn't mean I'm not going to care for you better. And I promise I will never let you go again' I say and by now we have both shed a few tears.

'Forever and always?'

'Forever and always my little spider' I say and we both hold each other close with no intentions of letting go any time soon.
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I'm sorry this is a bit of a rubbish first chapter but hopefully if you bare with me it will eventually get better! Much love!!

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