I walked the house from a long and hard day at work. My feet were killing me because of these new heels I got. I mean they are nice but they hurt so bad. "Justin!" I called out through the house. "Justin, babe I'm home!" I called walking upstairs to our bedroom. Then I opened the door to find an empty bedroom. I saw a sheet of paper laying on the nightstand. I picked it up and read it. It said:
Hey Heaven by the time you get this note I'll be gone.
I went to go look for a job.
I won't be back until about 9 tonight. So don't wait up. Love you!
I did a big sigh. I knew that he wasn't looking for a job. He uses this excuse overtime and on the same day every week. God I just get so tired of it. One day I'll have the courage to leave him. But it's hard to leave the one that you've been with your whole life. I plopped down on my bed. I just sat there staring at the ceiling thinking about life and how it could be if Justin still had the same feelings for me. I remember when we first met in middle school. He as the sweetest person you could ever meet. He wouldn't hurt anyone, unless he had to. I don't know what happened. He just.... changed. I rolled over on my stomach. I just layed there thinking about all the happy memories we've had. From the begging to now. After about 10 minutes i fell asleep.
~12:00~
I woke to a noise. It was the door opening. I looked over and saw Justin trying to sneak in the room. I turned on the lamp and he immediately froze. He looked at me and sighed. "Look babe-" He started. "Where were you?" I said. "I told you i was out looking for a job." He said. I looked at the clock and it said 12:00. "Looking for a job at 12 in the morning!? Even i wouldn't do that!" I said standing up. He started to walk over to me and he grabbed me into a hug. I cried in his arms as he rubbed my back. I just hate the fact that he does this all the time. He always pulls me back to him. No matter what he does i just cant find the courage to up and leave him. "Look i don't know why i do it. Because i love you a lot and i want you to never forget that." He said kissing my forehead. I then nodded knowing he was lying while wiping my tears away. He layed me down and turned of the lamp. Then he snuggled up with me and we eventually fell asleep in each others arms.....
