A love that changed me

Chapter 7

I just finished watching clueless and I didn't know what to do. I kept on thinking about Hayes and why he would do that. I mean at first he didn't seem like a bad guy but now that I think about what he did and makes me question that. I sighed and got up from bed and walked over to the kitchen. I was charging my phone while going on Instagram and scrolling through when suddenly I hit Hayes' page. I sighed again because I feel like I like him but I shouldn't. I mean why should I like him after he did that. I put my head in my hands and tried not to think about it. But everything that I think just revolves around Hayes. I don't know what I should do I mean if I talk to Matt about it again he'll just get even more mad and do something bad. I decided just to not think about it anymore even though it was hard and decided to get ready I mean it was like halfway through the day and I look like a zombie. I slowly walked back upstairs because if I ran my jaw would hurt like crazy. I held the ice pack on my jaw just because I had to have it on all day. I picked out a green flannel and ripped high waisted shorts. Then I took my straightener out and let that heat up. I did a neutral smoky eye with nude lips and a little bit of bronzer. Once my straightener was heated up I ran it through my hair and of course since I had so much hair it took like 20 minutes. I love my hair straightened I think it suits me best. I'm not sure if I like my hair straightened or curled better. I mostly did straightening just because it took less time but I still love my hair curled. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. I think I look pretty good! And I never really say that. I walked out of the bathroom and went downstairs to say hi to Matt. I finally got down the stairs and saw Matt sitting by the counter eating cereal... Wait he hates cereal. And he only eats it when he's really pissed. "Matt what's wrong. You only eat cereal when your pissed." I said. He dropped his metal spoon really loud. It was so loud that I had to cover my ears because they were ringing. "Ok Matt seriously what's wrong." He looked at me with a pissed off look and said " kailee dumped me. Ok that's what's wrong." He rolled his eyes and slid his bowl of cereal away from him. He got up and went to his room. "Dang..." I whispered. I texted Cameron and asked him if he could take me and my friend Julia to the mall. I went on YouTube and watched me and Julia's YouTube channel. (BTW. Go subscribe to us at "Jewelsadie 😘) Cameron replied and said he was gonna be there in 5 min. I grabbed my bag with $150 in it... I know it's a lot but I work my but off with chores to get it. I slid on my black converses and waited while doing cartwheel around the living room. Then Cameron got here and I ran out of the door. I hopped in the car and smiled to Cam and said "thanks babe" I said and kissed his cheek. Me and him have a playful friendship and I love him. "Anytime" he said and winked. I died oh yes I did. We pulled up to Julia's driveway and she got in and we drove to the mall.

I don't know why I've been working on this forever guys 💞 love you guys -Mercedes