You mean the world to me { ft niall horan }

Chapter 5- Everything has changed.

It's been 2 years since i last saw Niall.

After I got out of rehab I got a degree in cookery, and started to dance again. I now work in a bakery and teach a ballet beginners class. The kids are incredible.
And my boyfriend Ryan is amazing, I think I love him. We met in cookery class and bonded, he asked me out for dinner one night and I guess we just clicked, he loves watching Grey's Anatomy with me, and we have romantic dinners quite often, I just really love him, and I think he might love me too.

And next week it's Rubie's wedding. It was quite weird, I hadn't seen her in two years or so, and she just called me out of nowhere telling me she is getting married in two weeks. Basically, when she went away for her interviews she got a career in modelling ,and is now like mega famous. She is getting married to a really nice guy called Caleb.

It's kinda hard to not still cry about Niall sometimes, so I just ignore EVERYTHING to do with him and his band. But it's okay, because he is happy, and I'm getting happier I guess?

Right now I'm on a plane with my hole family, on our way to New York to see Rubie, that's where she's having her wedding.
I'm just staring down as we fly over the amazing city, the buildings, the lights, everything just seems so...perfect.
It gives me butterflies just looking down at the amazing place and knowing that in less then half an hour I will be down there, in New York.

-" We will be landing very shortly, make sure your seat belt is fastened and tables are up. " said a stewardess/flight attendant.
I can't wait!!
My hands and knees are kinda shaking a bit, I'm so nervous, I just get the feeling that something's gonna happen, but I don't wanna ruin everything so i just push those thoughts to the back of my mind.
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The hotel was amazing, so was Rubie's house. I had my own room at the hotel. I couldn't wait to lay down on my bed, open up my laptop and sink into Netflix for hours. Because of jet lag I wasn't tired in the slitest.
Just as I opened my laptop I heard a knock on the door.
-" Who is it? " I said really unenthusiastically.
-" Guess " said a voice who I knew was Rubie.
I ran over to the door. Opened it and embraced her in a hug.
-" Your getting married, In New York!!"
I practically shouted.
-" I know! " she answered just as exited.
We talked for a while, then we watched Netflix.
-" Guess what I did just for you?! " she said quite exited, which exited me.
-" What?! " I said.
-" I invited one of your old friends! " she said.
-" Who?!" I was so exited. I just sat there smiling.
-" Niall! " she said. Instantly my face and my heart dropped. There was this burning sensation in my heart and I felt like I was going to puke, explode and then die.
-" What the hell Rubie! " I said hitting her in the arm, quite hard.
-" What do you mean, I thought you miss him. " she said, rubbing her arm.
I didn't know what to say I just sat there. I do miss him, I just don't want to see him. I'm afraid I will miss him more if he leaves twice. What do I do.
Shut up Olivia, I mentally face palmed myself, because I was just making myself feel sick.

After I explained everything to her she apologised, I said it was fine.
Gosh what I'm I going to do. Okay I will just ignore him and hide all day. Shit I'm the made of honor, he will see me. I just have to try and not see him.
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The day if the wedding (outfit on sidebar.)
I'm ready and I can't wait!! But every time I get exited I think about Niall and I drop, my heart sinks and I feel like crouching into a ball and just stay like that until it's over.
The wedding is in an hour, Rubie looks stunning. We are in the car driving to the venue which is a huge mansion. The nerves kicked in, I feel like I'm gonna puke.
As soon as we arrived I could see about ten celebrities. I'm so nervous.
We go round the back so no one can see us.
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As we walk down the aisle in front of about 400 people, including celebrities, and Niall, I look strait forward and smile, trying to avoid making eye contact with anyone.When we were finished with the vows and speaches, it was just sort of drinks, food and cake.
-" Congrats! " I said hugging my sister.
She was shortly taken away by other people.
Right she is distracted, time to hide.
I looked around catching a glimpse of Niall talking to someone. I quickly turned away and walked towards a little swing under a tree far away from people. I sat on the tree, hoping no one, especially Niall, would see or approach me.
Was I being stupid? Yes. Did I care? No, as long as I didn't have to socialise with Niall.
I was so busy having a debate in my mind that I didn't realise the dirty blonde Irish man walking towards me smiling.
Shit what do I do!? Do I run? Walk away? By the time I was about to run away a warm hand brushed upon my shoulder.
-" Olivia? " he said.
-" Umm no " I said trying to hide my voice.
-" Hi Olivia " he said, his smile practically burning a hole in my heart.
-" I'm gonna walk away now " I said getting up.
-" Come on Olivia, second chance? "
I turned to face him, my face was red with rage.
-" Oh my god Niall, you seriously think that saying that will make everything go away?! For god sake Niall I was in rehab for 6 months, I jumped of a fucking tree and you left me!
You forgot about me for 2 years! You ignored me for 3 fucking months at school, and left me for the popular kids! " I shouted letting all my anger pour out.
-" Olivia, I never forgot about you, I will never forgive myself for what I did to you, so I will leave right now" he said, his blue eyes shinning with hurt and guilt.
I do feel bad, but there is no way on earth I'm EVER going to let him back in my life again.
I needed to distract myself, so i decided to call Ryan, he always made me feel better.
I pulled out my phone and dialled his number. I listened to about four beeps before I heard his husky voice.
-" Hey beautiful, what's on your mind?" He said, I smiled to myself.
-" Oh I'm just siting in a swing at Rubie's wedding, I miss you. " I said.
-"okay look Olives " my nickname he gave me. " have some fun, it's not everyday you are walking distance from celebrities everyday" he said, he is right.
-" Your right, I'm gonna go talk to Milan Kunis, never thought if say that"
-" I love you Olives "
-" I love you Ry"
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Another chapter!
This one is very crappy, but there not all gonna be good.
Mae
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