Can Nerds be Hosts? ((Ouran High School Host Club))

On My Own

Well, let me tell you about me.

I don't really 'remember' my parents, but I like to think that they loved me but didn't have the money to keep me! Why would I want to think that the two people who gave me life didn't want me to live? That's awful!  And, it helps they gave me a bunny when they left me at the orphanage, I still have it, it's all patchy and blue and green.

Being an orphan I never played much with the other kids because, I felt like I didn't deserve their company. And I usually liked to sit around and play my own games. I would invent characters and they would have battles, and adventures it was great. When I was finally old enough to go to school I made plenty of friends! Everyone thought I was so outgoing and I cared about all the kids in my class. But then, I was told by my teacher that I was too smart to stay in that class... So, I moved to a different school with other kids like me. I kept up and stayed in a straight A average but I didn't have any friends there. No one was nice either, they all bragged about their toys and money.

Then when I went to fourth grade I made friends with my teacher Mrs. Douglas and she ended up adopting me! Which is great to this day, I call her Mom though. Cause, well she is. I also found out I have anxiety, and bipolar disorder. She loves me all the same though, which again, is great!

Now, to the present day...

I'm currently on a plane!!! Planes are great but I'd rather be at home reading manga... -_- Did you read all that craziness up there^? Cause Jesus my younger self was freaking cute, but annoying. I'm a lot more laid back now a days. Being a teenager and all. I'm going to my new high school, still a first year. But I guess it's um Ouran Academy?

I get to go there because I made the cut for a scholarship. I don't really 'struggle' at school, just sometimes I forget to turn it in or I don't understand. And, when it comes down to that I'm too wuss to ask for help. You get me??

So, my mom is dropping me off at my grandyma's to stay in a close range of the school. It'll be sad without her around but she said she'll try and visit often. No dad though.. And, speaking of dad, he left mom two years before she adopted me. She told me this recently on the anniversary of the day he left, leaving me oblivious until two weeks ago. So, she was pregnant with a little girl but she got into an accident. When she crashed her car into another car, she lost the baby. So, mom and dad fought a lot, causing him to leave.

I think about it a lot, that if the little girl was all right, then she wouldn't have needed me.. :/

Oh well.. I'm in my grandma's house now and she's really sweet, I officially switch high schools in two days woo!! Okie see yall later!!!

(( I really hope you like this, it's kinda sad but I promise the next chapters will be better!!! Comment if you want me to add anything or have any ideas or if you want me to keep this going thanksss!!!)))- Matt