Simple Glances ♥ (true story)

Hi, this may sound so OA and corny but this is what I feel and this is what really happened. So, I wrote what happened to me last APRIL 20, 2013 at the wedding. This really happened and I dont know what I really felt that time. I dont want to say its 'love' cause Im still young and I think its really early. Guys, please do read and tell me about it. Id be so glad to hear your comments. Thank you! :) Anyways, I labled this as fantasy cause I can hardly believe it happened to me. So, enjoy reading! :))

**SIMPLE GLANCES**

Hi, Im April. Incoming 16. Im currently living at my aunt's for some reasons. And Im gonna share my story cause I think it is worth sharing to anybody or I dont know...

So, my mom's cousin was getting married and we were invited. My mom texted me around 9-10 AM on the exact date of the wedding (APRIL 20,2013). I was still sleeping that time. When I woke up, I picked my phone and read the messages since its my everyday routine. When I read my mom's text, I hurriedly took my bath and ate my breakfast. Because my mom texted me that I should be at our house by 11. And it was already 10. While I was preparing myself, I thought that maybe its okay if I wont attend the wedding but something's pushing me to go. Or should I say someone. But I dont know what was it or who was it. And finally, Ive made my mind and I went.

I was glad that my family and some relatives were still at our house. Maybe they were waiting for me. So, by 12:30NN, we made our way to the church. I was somehow excited and nervous because I was afraid that the people there will judge me or maybe I was just insecure. So when we got to the church, we sat on the benches as we set our eyes to the lovely bride. And as the ceremony was going on, I took a look at the other side where the boys sat. And yes, someone caught my eyes. I find him so attracted. He has nice eyes, long nose, he stood so well, a handsome boy indeed. And he also look like Kiefer Ravena- a basketball player, the MVP of Ateneo De Manila University. I locked my eyes on him. He's so handsome. Plus his serious face attracted me. And everytime he move, attempting to look anywhere. I suddenly set my eyes at different direction. Afraid that he'll caught me watching him. And as I locked my eyes on him, I noticed that he is not a catholic. Yeah, he is not. I convinced myself to not, stare at him so I looked at the altar and made a wish inside my head, "Lord, give me a lovelife please." But it was only a joke. But some jokes are half meant, right? Haha So, I took a look at him again and OH MY. He was looking at me... or maybe behind me? Or he was just looking near my direction? I dont know. But I was sure he was looking at me. Haha I know, Im so concieted but when our eyes met, my heart skipped a beat. I was somehow happy.

After the ceremony, we went to the reception ofcourse. I seated on the table 5. I then looked around. Yes, I was looking for him. And GOTCHA! found him. Haha He was sitting on the table 3. Actually, the arrangement of tables was table1 was at the right side. Behind it was table2 and behind the table2 was the table3. The table4 was at the left side. Behind it was the table5 then the table6. But a long table separated the 6 tables. So, the long table was at the center. And there were more tables behind and anywhere. I was looking around, looking at the beautiful view, and decorations because the reception was at the seashore. And when my eyes came into his direction, I caught him looking at me too. And... awkward. Maybe we were looking at each other for 2-3 seconds. I then looked away and my heart skipped a beat again and I was somehow happy.

There were few games, speech from the parents and someone gave a funny speech that made us all laugh. My laugh disappeared and turned into a smile and my eyes looked at his direction, at him, and he looked at me too. And he was smiling also. It lasted for about 5 minutes. Joke! For 5 seconds only. Haha My heart didnt just skip. It was like horses racing. And I felt so happy. He has a gorgeous smile. And I looked away cause it was awkward. And I kept thinking of him since I saw him smiling. And I realized one thing, I wanted to meet him. To know his name. To get his number? Oh well. I think I like him but I cant. I shouldnt. Maybe this is my first and last chance to see him. The thought of it made me sad. I was starving and fortunately, we started our dinner already. So, we went to the buffet table and get some food. We went back to our table and started eating. And I had the last piece of meat and I pricked it using the fork. And I opened my mouth so wide cause the meat is big but not that big. And while opening my mouth and holding the fork with the meat, my eyes' direction went to him and I saw only his back because he was facing at someone then suddenly I saw someone from their table stood up and I was shocked. It was him! And he looked at me while my mouth was still open and I shut my mouth hurriedly and he suddenly sat back to his chair. I felt happy cause our eyes met again but he saw me with my mouth open. Nooooooooooooo!!!

After the dinner, the host started the program with the garter toss and then he was there. I was just sitting at my chair, secretly looking at him. I tried to took a picture of him but I failed. Psh. Hate it. Then after a while, my cousin called me and my sister cause we had to go. I was sad. Noooooooo. I have to know his name. But I dont have the guts. And Im still a conservative type of girl. Haha I didnt have any choice but to go. I was happy when the car hadnt arrive yet. I asked my mom to ask her cousin for a program so I can check his name there. So me and my cousin went to my Aunt to ask for a program and I saw him, he went to the table where we sat while ago. Sh*t. I shouldnt have left. Just d*mn. I had the chance but I left. Gaaaaaaaaaaad. Unfortunately, there's no more program left so I wont know his name anymore. Just gaaaaaaad. I felt so sad. So we walked away, I walked away having the thought that I wont see him anymore. Again, I felt so sad. So sad. Very sad. :(( And for the last time, I took a simple glance at him and my heart again skipped a beat. He was looking at me too. I felt very happy cause he was looking at me too. But I know it was my last chance to see him. And I know Im never gonna see him again. Walking away made my heart sad, and my sister knew that I like the guy so she told me, "Raine, destiny." But I dont believe in destiny.

While we were in the taxi,I was just quiet, still thinking of him. And I felt my tears wanted to fall but I stopped them. And I thought, "Lord, why him? I shouldnt have come to the wedding. Will I ever see him again? When? I wanted to see him soon." And until now, I am still thinking of him.

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SO, THIS REALLY HAPPENED AND I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS IT. MAYBE IT WAS JUST A SIMPLE ADMIRATION. HAHAHA I DONT KNOW IF WHEN IM GONNA SEE HIM AGAIN OR WILL THAT TIME COME. I THINK ILL JUST LET GOD DO THINGS HIS OWN WAY. ANYWAYS, THANK YOU FOR READING. GOD BLESS!! :)) AND HEY,YOU CAN CHAT OR TWEET ME ABOUT WHAT YOU CAN SAY ABOUT THIS. ADD ME ON FACEBOOK: rainewenceslao@yahoo.com AND FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER: @eenieraineyyy. I FOLLOW BACK, JUST TELL ME TO DO SO. THANK YOU AGAIN!!!