Have you ever wondered if you can reach the perfection?Have you ever wondered what would it be if you are perfect,flawless?Or you will say "theres nothing like perfect".I would say bullshit.You know why?Cause we admire people and say they are flawless and perfect.The perfect exists and i have one goal-to reach it.
Hello,Im Hannah Perri and im 16.I have ice cold blonde long hair and sky blue eyes.I have pale skin cause im anemic-lack of iron vitamin.Im vegetarian.I love singing and reading.I dont have friends.I have only one-Ellie.She is amazing.I have my two parents who want to divorce but they dont because of me.I feel selfish but i cant just tell them-'divorce'.With my friend we go to the same high school.She has dark hair and gray eyes,her skin is pinkish and she is very skinny too.She is friendly and talkative and very reliable.Im sometimes really jealous cause you see im the opposite-im shy and sometimes unfriendly or rude,and because of many things peeople cant rely on me.Did i mention im super clumsy and a crybaby and really easily blush?
Ellie knows a lot about me but not everything.I wanna tell her everyting but its quite hard cause i dont even know where to start.Im afraid she would either judge me or leave me.Or tell someone or laugh at me.You see i dont trust people a lot..even Ellie.
What am i?Im a wintergirl.No longer normal girl.Is Ellie a wintergirl too?No.Just fast metabolism.What is a winter girl?A girl/woman with an eating disorder (ED).
How it all started?A cup of strict arents and school bullying.And a pinch of some self hate and soicial media.Mix everything and you get the most unperfect girl witl self esteem lower than the Mariana Trench.When i was 9 i would watch with my mom on tlc people with ED and would comment how unhealthy is starving or purging.Now she wouldnt realise that he rown daughter is starving for 5 days,throws away the food that is given to her or would purge if she eats even the smallestv portion.Her daughter is gone.Her daugher is dead.You can see only the shell of one broken girl who used to smile and laugh at everything.She would be careless about food and calories.This girl is replaced with new one.She met her new friend who helps her.She met her new best friend-Ana.
But a year after all she met Harry.So hey things are not so bad.
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Dear Ana
Romance***TRIGGER WARNING*** "You clueless girl..You are choosing between Life and Death" "I see you're not so good after all" "For me..please..Hannah.."
