Awkward Love { A Flenny FanFiction}

Prolouge

~Laura/Lenny~

#Flash Back#

Here I sit, watching old home videos, I'm a girl, but I'm a boy, I'm a female to male, well I guess I could say all male now.
"Mommy? I don't want to be a girl" I said, I was about 7 or 8 years old.
My mother looked down at me.
"Honey? Where is this coming from?" She questioned.
"I don't like the thing I have down there, I want what Dommy has!" I pouted. Dommy, he's my brother, his name is Dominic, but I couldn't really say his name.
"W-What, are you sure?!" She said, voice cracking.
"Yes, I've felt like this since my last birthday!" I squealed.
"Let's wait till your older to figure this out, okay?" She asked. I sat on the floor, then started crying.
"MOM, WHYS LAURA CRYING?!" I heard my brother call, well, in the video.
"DONT CALL ME LAURA!!!! I DONT WANT TO BE A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed and cried. I heard the noises of steps leading towards me, then the camera was pointed at him.
"What's wrong, is she hurt some where? Why is she crying about being a girl?" My brother panicked.
"I hate it!" I sobbed. "I feel trapped, like I'm not the right hooman" God damn my little 7 year old speaking.
"Oh my, mom, is she, a, transgender?!" My brother squealed.
"I don't know!" She said. Then that's when the video stopped.
Now here I sit, 16, it's my birthday, and I'm about to get surgery.
"Now, Lenny!" I heard my brother call. I looked over to him, huddling in my hospital gown, it's cold, you can't blame me.
"What Domino?" I shouted to him. I heard feet padding towards me.
"You sure about this, even though mom is gone, she wouldn't want you to be unhappy with your choice." He said. My mother died, almost 3 years ago, our neighbors took care of us, till Dominic was 18, he's now 19 and I just turned 16.
"Yeah, I'm sure, 1000% sure, never bett- mmmmermmffher!" I said, getting muffled, by his hand. This is it, I'm getting my sex change! I'm really excited, but I'm so, fucking scared, what if something goes wrong? Like really! I might die! Okay, Lenny, hold on, your getting too far ahead of yourself, just shut up.
"Lenny Remmiton?" I heard a doctor call. I perked at the sound of my name, and then they saw it, and motioned me back.

#End Of Flash Back#

"You sure about this move? I mean, you'll have to start over! And I don't want you to be upset!" Dominic said.
"I'm as sure as ever, I don't want to keep being made fun of, I want a fresh start!" I cheered. He smiled, so I did back. I'm 17 and I'm a boy. We started up the car and drove off, following the U-Haul truck.