Nothing But Problems

Nothing But Problems

I'm just sixteen, being a teen, smoking weed
Sippin' Bacardi when parents aren't home
Got my headphones blasting Wiz Khalifa
Volume to the max
I might go deaf
Parents say it's a fact
But I don't really give a fuck about that
I'm just being me
Young, wild, and free
Then at three in the morning
Got a call from my girlfriend Morgan
Saying she's pregnant
Dammit! No!
I was speechless
Please God this can't be real
Let it be a dream
I swear to God I used rubbers
I did her with respect
None of that domestic violence
How the hell am I going to break this down to my parents?

I'm just sixteen
One of the coolest girls you'll ever meet
Saw my Twitter feed
Multiple posts were made
And rumors were going around
Saying I was the biggest slut in town
It was that bitch Kasey
Heard she was at Macy's
I guess it's time to show that bitch
Who she was fucking with
Caught her buying high heels
I really wanted to rip that weave
But I don't take it serious like that
Crept on to her from behind
Tapped her on the shoulder
Then she got a hit to the eye
Not just one
But nine
Now I'm fine
But I'll have to be in court
Because her family made the report.

I'm just sixteen
I'm at a party with a lot of strangers
They're all surrounding me and attacking me with peer pressure
They're all saying
Meth is the best
Fine I'll try it once
How hard can it be?
Next thing you know I have rotting teeth
Oh god! I see bugs
Crawling under my skin
I grab my knife and I pick them out quick
My momma doesn't love me anymore
I don't care
I bet the man she married isn't my real dad
I know she's a whore
Next thing you know I get kicked out of the house
I'm a maniac running through the neighborhood
I scream and I shout
Oh god! I see ghosts
All of them wearing white
Covered in blood
It's all too much
They're all surrounding me
Then I freeze
I can't move
Somebody help me!
I'm cold and hungry
I see dead bodies
Dead trees
Dead babies
Dead everything!

I'm just sixteen
I love my boyfriend
But I also value being a virgin
He always pressures me to do it with him
But since I go to church every Sunday
I'm sorta convinced that's a sin
But I love him
I can see us having kids
Also going on nice vacations
Hey maybe I should actually lose it to him
So I did
It was painful really but it'll be good in the long run like Usain
But I started to feel something strange
So I went to the doctor today
He said I have an STD
I tried calling my boyfriend but he doesn't answer me
Turns out he was sleeping with a lot of girls before he did it with me
Why did I make this decision in the first place?

I remember being the new kid
You know the feeling you get if you've been in that position
But did they stick their hand out and asked if we could be friends?
Nope it ain't no War record or some television show
Showed me that my presence was despised and I'm not accepted
For what? I didn't get it
Mini prisons literally, minus the crime activity
Shit food they call healthy, forced to pay attention to the fat hags
The ones on top stomp on the bottom feeders
With words or punches, school thugs biotch
Haha I'm taking shots at everyone like Smirnoff
You snakes need to stay off my grass of else I'll get the machete like Danny Trejo
I've been lied to, betrayed, and used by both so-called friends and my own family
So GTFO if you got the static I ain't no lightning rod
I remember back when I was called LGBT related terms
Karma is a bitch now she's on mine now not yours
You got what you deserved, it's like dessert
Idiots need to get their vegetables before the sweet stuff first
Back to school now let's learn why life is nothing but problems.