[P]2

Him.

Imagine
We haven't even talk for weeks
Maybe even for a month
But I'm already making all sorts of scenarios in my head
We've already had our fake talks
Fake conversations
Fake relationship
Fake connection
Fake secrets
Fake smiles
All in my head
I've already molded you into a persona i want you to be
You're already the guy for me
And the longer I make these fake situations that we had
The more I realized that maybe I do like you
And worst, (or best) I might even be falling for you
Or on the fake you that's already been residing inside my head
Saying the things I want you to say
Doing the things I want you to do
Being the one I've been waiting for so long to appear in my life

And this is the second time I made you this prose
This senseless combination of words
Conveying my emotions
Or secrets
Or wants
I think I'm headed for a downfall
Or worse, I might crash
Or just be burn again

I don't know if it's unfair to you or it's making 'us' work
One thing is for certain,
You've been occupying my mind more than you should
Or I'm just living too much inside my head