Levi's True Love

The Moment I Laid Eyes On Him

i walked out of class shaking,I was thinking about a special someone.He was in my class at the back right next to me, I never really got the chance to talk to him at all, all I do is stare at his damn beatiful face....wait why was i thinking like this...do i really like..guys...But that Brat is diffrent..hes not like most people ive met, He makes me feel....happy for once,Even tho i never smile i seem to smile in my head when ever i see him and even sitting behind him is amazing just seeing his beautiful back.

Later on in the middle of class Eren turned around just as i was looking at his back drooling and spacing out as i was thinking about him."uh..Levi what are you doing?" I then snapped out of it and my eyes began to widen "shut the fuck up brat..i was doing nothing.." Eren looked quite shocked at what I just said an i soon relised what i just said too...but i guess he could take it as a joke i thought..but Eren then began to look sad and turned back to the teacher. What have i done?

The period then ended and i felt like i had to say sorry....but that brat shouldent of looked at me...he never does so why now? Expescially when I'm drooling!!. I felt the anger grow stronger and stronger and at that moment i dident think Eren as beautiful or amazing or a person that i liked. I just felt pissed,yes i felt so pissed i could just..ugh punch him.....

Well that moment i...did i just punched him right in the stomach with such anger. And then time froze for me and i just thought What have i done? Why did i just do that? This is the end? I just started stressing and thinking about what just happend in that flash of a second. My life just unfrozed and i blurted out "why the fuck now? Why do you have to be so confusing?"

  In the end when i said that Eren looked liked the confused one "what do you mean why the fuck now?" Eren said in a calm but nervous voice. He really dident know?? Oh wow..hes such an idiot "well why did you look at me? no one looks at me they think im to scary looking" He then stood there just looking blankly for a second but all of a sudden a big grin washed apon his face

 "Why are you smiling?" I say in a annoyed voice, "well..because i wanted to..uh...look at you i guess ive never really looked at your face to admire it" wait ADMIRE! Did he just say what i think he said. "Wait what!?" I then just stared and i then just saw him blush and look away "uh nothing! I just wanted to be friends yeah friends" he then turnd back at me and smiled with his cheeks still red. Wow i had to fall in love with this brat,

But that moment he said admire...like admire me!? omg just no he just wants to be friends..well at least i think he does. "RING RING RING RING" The bell finally went just at the awkward silence to and everyone was leaving the  classroom, leaving just me and Eren to walk out the door.....wow great. I put my homework on the teachers desk and when i turnd back to walk out the door i saw Eren looking at me again "uhhh Eren what do you what?" i look at him confused "uh nothing!" 

He blushed and started walking out the door and so do i but then it was like it was in slow motion and his flawless hair flipped as he turned around for a second and he says "well i was um wandering if you want to hang out some time...just to you know chill or something?" he blushes and looks at the floor and im just thinking what the hell did he just say! like is he really saying that!? i started to stress a little but i then just said calmly 

"Um i g..g..g..guess i dont really have any plans because i have no friends" i studdered and awkwardly looked away and then out of know where he just jumps for joy and he sqeals like a girl "OMG OMG OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH!" he then skips away very hapily and im standing there kinda confused on what he just did.Wait! is this kinda like a date!? oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god...wait no he dosent swing that way ive seen him with Mikasa always so smooth and lovey dovey.Just why couldent he love me like i love him but maybe one day i could get up the courage to tell him how i feel.

When i got home i started to think of ways to maybe tell him but they where all bad idear's sadly but still i have to say something