Loved You First

Loved You First Chapter 4

-Chapter 4- The Second Date

When I arrive at school, I see Zayn has moved his locker closer to mine. He watches every move I take. Harrys already here. We didn't walk together this morning. Zayn walks towards me.

"Hello princess." He says.

"Ah, hi." I say nervously.

"What's up? Do you have any plans tonight?"

"No, not really."

"Cool ill pick you up at 5:00. Don't ask where it's a surprise." He plots a kiss on my mouth and walks away. Oh my god, I can't believe he just did that. I really didn't expect that to happen. But that's not why I should be worried. What If Harry askes where I've been? I'm so nervous, I don't know where he is taking me. To his house, Nandos, beach? I don't know. But all I know is that mom and dad are going to be asking me some questions. Maybe if I tell them what's going on, they'll understand. But what if Harry finds out? He won't. There's nothing I should be worried about. I should just go with whatever happens. I see Harry walking to me.

"Hello there." He says smiling.

"Hi."

"How are you on this lovely evening?"

"Pretty good. You?"

"Um, I guess I'm okay."

"You guess? Why what's wrong?"

"You remember last night right? Yea I'm worried you might pick him over me. I just can't think of life without you." I don't know why, but this slips out of my mouth.

"He kissed me, today right here." He looks angry. He got stiff. I don't think he is handling it so well.

"He kissed you?" He says, with his eyes filling with tears.

"Um yes, it was unexpected. He just came, and kissed me."

"Ah. Okay well I-" then he just walks away. What have I done! I should have just kept my mouth shut! This is terrible. What if he won't forgive me!

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I'm ready to go with Zayn. I'm on the back of his motorcycle.

"Okay, hold on tight babe." He is going so fast I hardly have enough time to breath. We got there in minutes. He took me to the movies. We are going to see a horror movie called "The Phantom". I'm really not in the mood for a scary movie, but oh well.

We find a seat and sit down. He puts his arms around me. I feel a bit overwhelmed. I know I shouldn't be but, I can't help it. He tries to lean in and kiss me, but I turn around pretending I don't know. He tries again when I turn back around. He kissed me, again. This time, just a tad bit longer. I'm so exhausted I don't know what I'll do. I wonder what Harry is doing right now. I feel guilty, even though I didn't do anything, but still. I like Zayn, but I also like Harry. The question is, who cares about me the most. Sometimes I wonder if I should even pick one of them. I'm totally not good at deciding on things. "Zayn, I think we should go, I'm getting scared." I say totally lieing.

"Um, sure ok let's go then." It's already dark outside. The motorcycle ride wasn't as fast. I guess he didn't want to end the night. He drops me off at home and drifts away. I walk inside.

"Where have you been young lady!" My mom says angrily.

"I was out with- um Zayn." I should have never said that.

"Okay, well get to bed we have a trip tomorrow." I really don't want to go.

"Mom can I stay here please!"

"Fine. But no parties! Do you here me."

"Yes I promise." I might invite Harry over. If I feel like it. Maybe we should go somewhere. I don't know just as long as I get to stay with him.