Behind These Hazel Eyes(ComingSoon)

Hapiness Just Last For So Long (sinopsis)

Synopsis

"No.., you are just lying, you aren't like this.., this, this isn't you, you told me you love me just a few nights ago, why are you acting like this?, why are you being like this?" I don't know if he can hear my whispers or not, my mind just collapsed, I just don't know what to do or believe anymore. I can't seem to talk right, right now...

It feel like my illusions, heart, mind, every little thing on me is breaking down. I don't wanna believe it, not this, not again. The love of my life, the only person I've ever could open up, let in, love...

Its... leaving
Leaving me, leaving me alone, breaking me, telling me he just doesn't want me anymore, that I was just a little game, a bet, that my virginity was all he wanted.

You see you might think we had know each other for just a few months but no this love (as one sided as it was) was built through 3 fucking years, yeah 3 fucking years.

"Hahahah, you little stupid bitch you think I could ever loved you?, you a ugly drug addict?, who doesn't know how to live, and its Just sad all over B'coz of her mommy that was just as crazy as her?" His bitter spat just seemed to cut the wound deeper that before, I-I-I I can't believe he is bring that out right now...
He knows How much I hate those parts of my horrible past.

"Haven't you thought... maybe YOU are the real real reason for your mothers suicide!" Ok, this have done it I'm sure if I haven't broken before now I am, How, How can he say something like this?, This isn't the one I fell for, no!, this.., this is a, a... a monster.

The tears that I've been holding have just started to fall. I thought things like this only happened in nightmares.., but no, this is real, this isn't a dream or just a joke, a prank, there isn't gonna be someone who's gonna jump out of nowhere and say 'Got cha!' Or some shit like that, this is real life where Happiness Just Last For So Long.

I took in his words everyone of them embarrassing me and making me feel numb all over, there weren't any tears anymore, there wasn't any pain anymore, just... numbness, scary, dark, numbness.

And then...
I ran, ran away, ran away of the pain, of the tears, ran away of my problems, ran away of my nightmares...

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