The Assassins Heart

One

(Lillian's P.O.V)

I woke up with the beeping of my alarm, I quickly slammed the snooze button so it wouldn't wake anyone else. Shuffling towards my closet I quickly threw on a shirt and a pair of jeans, shoving my feet into my worn out converse, I flew into the kitchen almost running over another omega, Liza, I apologized quickly and darted off to the kitchen, my heart sunk when I already saw my brother waiting for me, knife in hand. "Well, well Lillian late again aren't we?" I looked at the clock behind him I was actually ten minutes early, but I wasn't about to correct him. "S-sorry..." I looked at the ground, already knowing what was going to happen next, though that doesn't mean I'm ready for it, the knife my brother was holding slashed my skin, a clear horizontal gash now going across my wrist, this continued for sometime, he finally stopped leaving both of my arms gashed and oozing blood. "Next time don't be late." He stated and stormed out, most likely to find a different omega to bang.

I got up shakily, walking slowly to the sink I turned on the water and washed off my arms, biting my lips from the stinging feeling. Squatting down I got the bandages out from where I hid them and wrapped my arms, stopping the bleeding. I continued with what I had come in here to do in the first place, now let me tell you making breakfast for 20 or so hungry wolves is not easy, I rushed to finished when I heard people start to awake up-stairs, placing all the plates down on the table, I was about to exit when I was stopped by no other than the future alpha, Ben Evans. Ben didn't have a kind cell in him, he was ruthless, angry all of the time, and constantly beat numerous members of the pack, mostly us omegas, but a few normal members had to feel his wrath. "G-Goodmorning A-Aplha..." I said shakily, hatting that I stuttered over my own words. "Useless omega, do not talk to me without permission!" He snapped at me, I really wish the floor would swallow me up, it would be a whole lot better than this.

A strong pain in my stomach snapped me out of my thoughts. 'I am now on the ground and blood is coming out of my mouth, what the hell happened?' I thought to myself, I soon got the answer when I felt a foot come into contact with my stomach, the pain worsened and it took all of my willpower not to whimper. This continued for about another five minutes some other pack members joining in on the omegas beating, once they were all done, I was shoved out of the way and stepped on. A different Omega was waiting on the other side, once the door closed she came rushing towards me. "Lil, are you alright? That was the worst one yet!" Hannah said in a rushed whisper, she helped me towards my room, more like a broom closet and I think it was one at one point in time. Hannah gently placed me on my bed, and left me mumbling something about taking care of the rest of the things I had to do today. The pain was a little too much for me to handle awake so I welcomed the numbness of sleep with open arms.

I woke up sometime later, my clock read 12:42 am I mentally cursed, even if some miracle happens and they didn't notice I was gone, I sure as hell was gonna get it in the morning, today was my 16th birthday, the day I was supposed to find my mate, and the day they'll force him to reject me because I'm nothing but an omega and no wolf wants to downsize to this. I looked at the small calendar I owned, today was also Ben's birthday, he'll be finding his mate as well, I sighed and walked into the small bathroom that was adjacent to my room, wanting to tend to the wounds on my arms, and check my body for bruises. I look into the full length mirror, and checked myself. I combed my fingers through my dark red hair that stopped at my lower back, I adored my hair, no matter how many pack members told me it was ugly, it was the one thing I loved about myself, next I looked at my eyes, a dark green with golden flecks here and there, my frown deepened when I noticed they were lifeless, full of sadness showing no signs of light. I took in my appearance in general, my naturally tanned skin, my long legs were to die for, I had a pretty decent chest size, and curves in all the right places. After looking at myself I lifted up my shirt and winced, a large black, blue, and purple bruise was there, I touched it tentatively a whipped my hand back when a large burst of pain came from it. "I'm sure glad it'll be gone later in the morning" I mumbled softly to myself, thanks to my werewolf healing, my wolf hasn't surfaced yet, but some abilities were already available to me; such as quick healing and advanced hearing. I let my shirt fall back over my stomach and walked silently out of the bathroom, I was about to walk back into my room when I felt a hand roughly grab my shoulder and sparks erupt from where it was, I physically stiffened, this was the person who they were gonna force to reject me, and if he didn't he was going to be labeled as an omega for the rest of his life. I was roughly spun around, keeping my eyes glued to the floor I refused to look at him. "Look. At. Me." My mate said in a very low tone with a hint of a growl in the back of his throat. I slowly raised my eyes up, and met the strikingly ice blue eyes, I gulped, I only knew of one male that had those eyes, and it was Ben Evans. I heard a disgusted grunt before being forcefully thrown over Ben's shoulder and being carried out of the pack out into the woods behind it.

It was becoming hard to breath, he threw me onto the hard ground, knocking any breath I had in me out. He was smiling evilly, before speaking those words no one wants to hear. "I, Ben Evans, soon to be alpha of the Blood Moon pack, here by reject Lillian BloodHeart as my mate and future Luna for this pack." I felt my heart shatter, and I don't think anyone could piece it back together. I felt something in my side, it hurt; but not as bad as the pain in my chest, I laid there for what seemed like forever with the numbing feeling in my chest growing bigger with every kick. When the pain suddenly stopped I glanced up at him, his eyes were glazed over and I realized what he was doing, he was calling the pack to come finish me off.

I watched with horror as three more people came out of the pack house, my brother being one of them, and then the third in command and another of Ben's friends. A soft whimper came out of my mouth, only met for my ears, but Ben heard it. "Shut it mutt, you deserve to die." I didn't think the pain in my chest could get any worse but it did, so I laid there, taking kicks. At one point I was lifted up and used as a punching bag. After a while they got tired and threw me on the ground, they were walking away when Ben turned around. "You are kicked out of this pack, have fun being a filthy rouge" he laughed his menacing laugh and walked into the pack house.

I stayed laying there, not having the strength to move, I vaguely felt the pair of arms pick me up and carry me off, after a while I was placed on some kind of cushion, and I heard soft whispers. I wanted to pass out, but I wouldn't, not with strangers around. I felt a hand gently rub my head, smoothing my hair out, I involuntary flinched. "Sleep darling, we won't hurt you." The stranger kept rubbing my hair, and saying soothing words, and like I was turned off by a switch I was out, nothing to see but the darkness.