Well it was the first day of 8th grade and I was walking to math class with my friend Kaitlyn. Well when we got in the class the first thing I see is this cute boy talking to couple of class clowns. Kaitlyn hits me on the arm and says " hello!" I snap out of my little day dream, and I go find a sit. Kaitlyn sits right beside me so we can talk, and basically get are selfs in trouble😂. The cute boy goes and sits right on the other side of me. This made me very shy and I didn't even want to speak. Miss. Henny my math teacher, decides she's going to make a seating chart. Bad news for me, because she puts Kaitlyn the whole way on the other side of the room. But that didn't stop us from talking😂. After she got done with the seating chart, guess who she put beside me? She put the cute boy right beside me☺️. My face was probably redder then a cherry. After everyone was done moving seats the bell rang and we all went to 4th period. The next day to math class, Kaitlyn and me was talking about how stupid it was for miss. Henny to move her on the other side of the room. When we made it in the room it, all I could see was him. He looked so cute just sitting there, with a stupid look on his face. All I could do was smile at him. As he turned to talk to one of the class clowns I could hear him say was something about FFA . So when he got finished talking, I asked him about FFA . He told me it was a class that told u about animals, and how to take care of them. When he told me that I wanted to join right away. But he told me I couldn't join unless I knew someone. The days after that just compliantly went down hill. In my school we have this candy cane give out. Were u give your crush, boyfriend, girlfriend, or even friend a candy cane. So I bought him one just to be nice. Found out days later by Kaitlyn that he ate it. So I tried again but this time with flowers. We have this valentine thing in my school, where u give them a flower. It was February 13, I was in the lunch room waiting for him to come in. I brought him a flower for his birthday, (I brought him 3) his birthday is February 14. I honestly was being nice, But he was a total jerk😭. He gave the two flowers away and the 3rd one to the trash😭😭😭😭. I never knew someone could hurt me as much as he did. After we came back from are weekend miss. Henny my 8th grade math teacher, decided to make another seating chart, and guess who she put beside me? I'll give u a hit jerk face. She put him right beside me. I think she knew I liked him or something. But it doesn't stop there. He also ignored me! If I asked him a question he would act like he didn't even hear me. I honestly wish I would of never stepped foot in that math room. I tried to win him over but he wouldn't have it. I was always nice to him, but he wasn't to me. I never knew that a crush could just crush your soul just like that.😭 just wish I would of never of seen him. Because my life would probably be much better. To be continued.