Map the darkness

Chapter 11 (peeta)

Finally everything feels good... for now. I have a beautiful daughter also katniss and I have had witnesses to our vows. A revolution has started and we have to end it we know that and it's not going to ruin it today. I won't let it. After the celebration is over we go and see Willow.
I sit next to her and put my hand through the glass and hold her tiny hand and katniss walks in "hey" she says then kisses me gently "hey beautiful one"she whispers and kisses her hand and places it on willows head. Its the best comfort we can give her and watching katniss with her breaks my heart. Her desperation to have her baby in my arms. I know she cries at night for her. That she just wants Willow in the same room as her wanting to hold her. "katniss she is gonna be okay. Don't worry. I know katniss about how your dreams of her and your feelings of leaving her here all on her own. remember we are always through that door" I say pointing to the door at the other that's at the end of the room that is attached to this one. I see the tears in her eyes "I know I just don't want her having this kinda of life. This is what I was afraid of Peeta" she tears up. "I know I understand I feel the same too! As I said she's gonna okay" I say wiping the tears off her her face. "Let me help you with this" gesturing to her dress. she nods and turns her back to me so I can unthread Cinna's lace. The dress falls to the floor then she is left in her lingerie and then takes off her flats. she walks over and sits on my lap and sobs and I just hold her "your so beautiful. I am so so lucky" I whisper and she shakes her head and places her hand on my lips. "You are you are I wish you could see it" I whisper against her fingers that are still places against my lips.
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I wrap a blanket around her and put her our bed and sit down next to willow "hey willow, your mummy is very worried about you and me too. we all love you willow" I whispers and watch her and the monitor see that she is calm and her breathing and heart rate is perfect. finnick walks in "hey Peeta, hey willow" he says happily. "Where's katniss?" he asks. "oh she was tired just the wedding and keeping an eye on willow has got the better of her. she's worried like I am" I say sighing. "well, the minute I heard that she had gone into labour everyone including me was worried about Willow" she says giving me a half hug of comfort. "we just don't know what's gonna happen with the war and everything" I say and I really am worried for all not just Kat and willow. "I heard coin is sending us in in a months time..." gimmick whispers.
What...
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Sorry I'm back from holiday and it's short one but gotta keep up for you all
All the love - tobixsftpeeta
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