No doubt in my mind that you were the farthest from the best one
Because when I needed someone to lean on there was no one
Not a one, not a two, but only yourself and just you
There was no one on my side and down to ride but you
Your friendship was loyal and your love was true
I'm the helpless victim in the city and you came to my rescue
You ignited sparks in my happiness meaning your my joy
No hot wheels because you never played me like a toy
In my dream, we lived in a palace like when in Rome
My body to yours was the key and your body was my home
Your body was so amazing, it had every boy staring
Cheerleader jealous type always on your back,just glaring
We held hands, showed the world
That I was your man and you were my girl
Your kiss to me was like no other
Everyone who seen us knew we were together
Through any weather, any obstacle, or any rough spot
We just battle our way through all the way back to the top
Our plans were hot and our dreams were fire
We rounded ideas to each other like a car tire
I remember our touch, your body is so sweet
I remember laying in your bed, teasing you until our lips meet
I have a lot of dreams but you made them into reality
And the angry side of the negative, you brought that right out of me
And put in a better me, you told me I can be
Anything I set my mind to and soon you will see
That I'm doing you this favor for your sight and you can show it
I now see what you mean because today I am a poet
I really miss you, I hate that your gone
My life has been 3 years without you, has it really been that long?
You told me "Cosmic, set your mind and for you worries to never quit it"
For that, I will solve your case and the murder that did it
That coward, they came and took your life away
Well now Their lifes are my debt so there life I'm gonna pay
Because of them, I have to look to the sky and to you, I wave
I swear I will kill them all and put a nice bullet on their grave
The bullet of shame, the bullet for how my world died and my life in her name
I will kill them with a bullet and let them die the same
Well, beautiful lady I had a great day with you it seems
Come back tomorrow in my afternoon dream
Tears shall fall from the lost of my world
She was my one and only love and my one and only girl
Dreamland of food and for we are here to chew
The girl in this poem is dead but she returns in all my Deja Vu's