Worse Than Nicotine

The Start of It All

Okay okay, I know what you're thinking.
How could you be such an idiot? Why didn't you stop yourself?!
I honestly can't answer that in just a sentence or two. So why don't I tell you everything that happened.
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"Brynn c'mon everyone else took a shot." My best friend Emily nudged me.
"Fine." I groaned, grabbing the small glass and letting the vodka slip past my lips and down my throat.
It was a typical Friday night you could say. A couple friends and I were hanging out at my house while my parents were at my crazy aunts house for the weekend. Luckily, they actually believed I was sick and let me stay home. Dylan had decided to bring a bottle or vodka he had stolen from his parents and bring it over.
"Alright alright. Let's think of a game or something." Gabi had suggested.
"Or..." Drew said, holding a finger up. "Or. We could just talk. And not act like 7 year olds." He smirked a little, causing everyone to laugh a bit.
"I think her idea was fine." Zayn rolled his eyes. "I mean as long as she's not thinking chutes and ladders." He chuckled.
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Yes. This is the awful Zayn that decided to ruin my life with his dreamy, brown eyes and his soft, black hair and his beautiful tan, skin and- sorry, sorry. I'm getting g a little carried away. But just keep him in mind. You'll be hearing a lot more about him later.
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Gabi laughed. "No no. I meant like truth or dare. Or never have I ever." She suggested.
"If we're not afraid to do something dirty than fine." Emily laughed.
"Alright so 5 fingers up?" Dylan asked, indicating that he wanted to play never have I ever.
Everyone put up 5 fingers and got into a better circle.
"Who's first?" I asked.
"Since you asked its only fair." Zayn smirked.
"Cut the crap." I rolled my eyes at his stupid facial expression. "Okay. Never have I ever... eaten a girl out."
Zayn and Drew each put one finger down.
Emily hummed, thinking. "Never have I ever taken it in the ass." She said, making me laugh.
No one put their finger down for that. "Sorry Em but I don't think any of us are into that." Gabi laughed.
Zayn looked me up and down from his spot in the circle. "Never have I ever had sex with a complete stranger."
"Define complete stranger." Dylan looked at him.
"Like you didn't even know their name." Zayn said, making me put a finger down.
"Brynn!" Drew gasped and started laughing.
"Shut up!" I yelled at him.
"You guys a kids." Gabi rolled her eyes. "Never have I ever fingered a girl." She said.
I looked around and saw Zayn and Dylan put a finger down.
"Never have I ever done anything with the same sex." Drew said.
"Does kissing count?" I asked.
Drew nodded. "If it was on the lips." He said.
I put a finger down since I kissed a girl when I was dared to by Emily.
"Never have I ever sucked a dick." Dylan chuckled.
The three girls in the room put their finger down.
"Never have I ever had a fuck buddy." I said, looking at Zayn who kept his fingers up.
"You sure you two aren't cheating?" Drew joked. "You look like you're fucking each other with your eyes."
"Never have I ever thought about fucking my friend." Emily chuckled, going off of Drew's comment.
I bit my lip and put a finger down as Zayn put his down, causing the others to scream.
"No way! What the hell you guys!" I heard Gabi scream.
"I have more friends than you guys." I told her. "Doesn't mean anything." I shrugged.
Zayn thought for a moment. "Never have I ever called anyone but my father daddy."
I put my finger down and sighed. "I'm out."
"Well now we know Brynn's the sluttiest one here." Gabi smiled. "I'm relieved that it's not me."
"Shut up Gab." I rolled my eyes.
"Are we still playing?" Drew asked.
Zayn shook his head. "Nah. Dylan wins he had four fingers still." He teased.
"What a prude." Emily joked and nudged him.
I walked over to the bathroom and once I got out I felt a hand on my hip. I looked up and saw Zayn. "Can I help you?"
"If you're down for it." He replied.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean that if you wanna fuck we can go fuck." Zayn am explained. "They're all taking shots and are gonna be too drunk to realize that we-"
"But won't this make our friendship awkward?"
"No we can still be friends." Zayn said. "Friends with benefits."
"Isn't that a really shitty movie?" I joked and he rolled his eyes.
"I'm serious!" He answered.
I sighed and nodded. "Just don't let anyone find out. I'm not getting teased by them for this." I mumbled and grabbed his arm, pulling him into my room.
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So that's basically what happened that night. Thank had no one was sober enough to notice we were gone for that long or they would've figured it out way sooner than they did. Don't worry, I'll explain that too.