I've been holding back the pain until i see you again
Lurking in the shadows hiding the fear from my face
Fooling everyone in my path, they're all so naive
Or it's just that they don't care enough to notice.
Either way i'm alone, in the dark, an outcast from the rest of the world,
Occupying myself by counting each second that i'm ignored
Spiralling myself into a deeper, darker, more depressive state.
I hide my face protecting my identity, i don't want anyone to know,
To know that it's me putting myself in danger, who would notice anyway?
It's like I was made to be ignored, I don't matter
My existence a complete waste of energy,
Energy that I no longer possess, losing control
And again I spiral down, down, down
Deeper into the depths to the point of no return.
My soul is resisting my body, trying to escape
Even I don't want to be me, I can't be fixed
Broken so bad that there is no point in trying
So I lay there shattered, and stare into nothing
Letting my life slowly drain from my body,
Until...
There is no more danger.
