My alarm goes off. It's 5 am. I let a few tears spill down my face while I walk to the bathroom. Luke's leaving today. For a month and a half. I'm going over to help him finish packing. I throw on my blue and purple shorts, my 'Stay up 'til the lights go out' muscle tee, and Luke's Hemmings 96 jacket. I put on purple ankle socks and my black and white vans. I have on my jewelry from Luke and some heart earrings. I brush my teeth and my hair and throw it up in a messy bun. I don't put on makeup because I will only cry it off. I put on my case that has him on it and grab my car keys. I get In the car and drive to Luke's. I am still crying while I walk up his driveway. I knock on the door and Liz answers.
"Oh honey." She says hugging me, crying herself.
"He's upstairs." She says.
I walk upstairs and knock on his open door. He looks at me crying and pouts a bit.
"Hey." I say.
He walks up to me and hugs me. He holds me tight and starts sobbing.
"I'm going to miss you. I love you. I love you. I love you." He says.
"I love you too." I sob.
He pulls away and grabs his suitcase.
"I don't want to go but the band needs this babe." Luke says.
"I know." I say.
We go outside and get into the car. Liz drives us to the airport. The only sound being sniffling. Luke and I are holding hands and he keeps kissing my hand. We arrive at the airport and Luke grabs his suitcase.
"I'm going to give you too time. Goodbye Luke. I'm going to miss you so much. See you In a month an a half." Liz says hugging him.
"I love you mum." Luke says.
Luke and I walk into the airport hand in hand and walk up to the group. Everyone is crying.
"Just like walking up to us in school." Jenna says and sobs.
I hug each of the boys.
"I will miss you guys." I say.
"We'll miss you too Charlotte." Ash says.
"Flight 93 to New York boarding in five minutes." The lady calls over the intercom.
I turn to Luke and wrap my arms around him tightly. I am crying so much and so is he. He kisses me and doesn't stop.
"Flight 93 to New York now boarding." The lady calls.
Luke pulls apart and I'm sobbing.
"I love you. I will be standing right here in a month and a half." I say.
"I love you too. I will facetime you when I land." He says.
"Luke you have to go. Goodbye baby." I say.
"Goodbye he cries." I watch him walk away.
The girls and I walk out crying. This teenage boy gives us weird looks.
"What? You've never seen four girls have to see there four boyfriends go off on tour for a month and a half. You know what it feels like? Absolute shit! But I have to deal with it because 5sos needs this tour with One Direction!" I snap at him.
"Charlotte, Charlotte lets go." Jenna says dragging me away.
I wipe away my tears and take a deep breath.
"Drop me off at Luke's please." I say.
Jenna drives me to Luke's. I'm still crying and so is she. I give her a big hug and get out. I run up his driveway. I walk in without knocking. Ben is sitting on the couch. When he sees me enter crying he walks up to me and hugs me.
"Thanks Ben." I say.
"You're welcome Charlotte. I am going to miss him too." Ben says.
"Can I go up to his room please?" I ask.
"Of course." Ben says.
I run upstairs and into his room slamming the door. I go into Luke's dresser and take out his Penguin muscle tee. I put it on and climb into his bed. Everything smells like him. I start crying again. My phone rings and I see it's Allison.
Me- Hello?
Allison- Charlotte I don't know if I can do this. I miss him already.
Me- I miss Luke already too. Listen I'm at Luke's come over please. I don't want to be alone.
Allison- I'm on my way.
She hangs up. I pull the blankets over me more. I hear someone run upstairs and someone come in and close the door. Then I feel arms around me and hear sniffling. I open my arms and there is Allison in Ashton's Pink Floyd shirt and a pair of sweatpants.
"I'm going to spend the night here. Stay with me? There first concert is going to be live so we can watch." I say.
"Yes please." She says.
**
It's eight in the morning here now. My phone rings. It's Luke facetiming me.
Me- Hello
His adorable face pops up and I smile.
Luke- Hi baby! Are you in my room?
Me- Yeah so is Allison. What time is it there?
Luke- 6 pm. We go on in a few.
Me- Luke I miss you.
Luke- I miss you too. I promise I'll be home soon.
Ashton- Did I hear my baby's name?
Allison- Ashton!
Luke- Guys! This is Char and I's facetime
Luke pouts.
Manager- Boys show time!
Luke- I have to go! I love you
Me- I love you too.
I grab my laptop and pull up the live concert just as the boys enter the stage.
Michael- Hi I'm Michael Clifford
Ashton- I'm Ashton Irwin
Allison whimpers.
Calum- I'm Calum Hood!
Luke- and I'm Luke Hemmings!
All- And we are 5 seconds of summer!
Luke- I really hope you enjoy our show!
Michael- Me too other whys that means we left our babies for nothing.
Luke- I had to tear myself from my beautiful girlfriend Charlotte Payne.
I cry and smile at the same time.
Ashton- I had to pull myself from my love, Allison Roy
Michael- I had to leave my world, Jenna Corin
Calum- I had to leave my girlfriend Elle.
"Real poetic Cal." Allison and I say at the same time.
