Hot Rush

chapter 49

You don't know how much I adore
this damp rag soaked in chloroform
It makes me so hard to ignore
'cause I could never keep your attention
I'm not one to make threats
I've been reduced to promises
I lie to myself 'cause I do it best
I'm not honest with my intentions

So if the blindfold starts to slip and
the rope starts to rip and
I slowly start to give in
Girl, you know I'm sorry
But tonight I'll wait until
I know you're fast asleep
to poison you with memories
of you and me
I pray you die slowly
so I can be the last thing you see

Girl, you're busy and that's fine
but there's one thing I gotta get off my mind
I won't take too much of your time
I promise this won't last long, no
I used to be your biggest fan you
used to say I was your man
Now if I can't have you no one can
I'll be the last boy you hang up on

She's losing consciousness
I'm gaining confidence
It's starting to make sense
Whoa, whoa
She's covered in fingerprints
from her lips to her hips
All I wanted was one more kiss
Whoa, whoa

Chapter 49

Rosa opened her eyes and gasped at what she saw, everthing was different, her vision so much more clearer then before, it was as if she had been looking through foggy glass all of her life and only know she could see the world for what it was. Every leaf looked vibrant and individualy stood out to her. The caterpillar resting on the wild flower meters away looked so clear she could even see the little hairs on it. The smell of the rainforest hit her hard, she flinched at how strong it was, so many different smells she couldnt distinguish what was what. The musty smell of earth hit her and she inhaled loving the richness of it, the damp leaves around her she catergorised the smell, so fresh and strong she reveled in the smell of it, a foreign smell hit her it was some sort of animal but she didn’t know what until she saw a small brown monkey in one of the trees nearby peering at her, its smell was strong and slightly foul and she wrinkled her nose in disgust a deep chuffing sound leaving her throat, she could hear the rainforest as if someone had turned on a switch it was so loud, every rustle of leaves had her ears twitching and turning in their direction, and she was amazed at how she could calculate the distance to the next tree without even thinking her whiskers helping her balance and take in her surroundings. Realising she was looking up at the trees she wondered why she was so low, shock coursed through her when she found she couldnt stand, because she didn’t have legs, her eyes trailed down her body a snarl left her lips at what she saw her body was covered in golden fur, so bright and soft looking she was surprised, the rosettes on her fur were  light brown almost pinkish colour and they were dotted all over her, she stretched out a paw in front of her and the power she felt behind that movement made her heart soar, gingerly she lifted her self to her paws. Her eyes fixed on them spreading them on the wood of the balcony she lowerd the front of her body down to the floor and scratched at the boards, loving the way the large claws caught the wood causing deep gashes. There were existing marks here, she bristled at the sight of them, growling and covering them with her own Her tail thudded on the wood behind her and she whipped around so fast she didn’t even realise she had done it. A snarl rippling out of her throat as she looked for a threat, her eyes zoneing in on her tail she huffed angirly until she realised she had a tail, spinning in a circle she tried to get a good look at it, she saw how the end of it had rings of brown  almost like stripes, the colour was beautifull and she wanted to growl in happiness at the look of herself. Another scent wafted on the air and she stiffened, her body automatically reacting to it, spinning around the top of her body dropped to the ground, her back legs raised in a perfect pouncing position, her eyes locked on Blaise. A snarl ripped its way out of her thoat at the sight of him, his scent was intoxicating she wanted to pounce on him, rub her self all over him but at the same time she wanted to scratch and hiss, make him chase her. He just stood still his palms raised and his body tense, as he eyed her. She knew by the look in his eyes that he was stunned by how she looked, she had the perfect opputrunity to pounce at him and she did, as if expecting it Blaise leapt to the side narrowly avoiding her paws, her claws were retracted she didn’t want to hurt him just play, as he had jumped he cuffed the end of her nose and she growled as the pain of it hit her. 'Rosa listen to me' he demanded and it made her bristle hissing she opened her jaws to him in defiance, she revelled in the power she felt, never as a woman had she felt power like this she wasnt about to give it up easily.'you need to shift back and we need to talk' he stated his eyes hard as she snarled at him again feigning an attack and he jumped back his body shaking. 'Rosa I said change back' he growled and she growled back at his command, it made her very annoyed that he was ordering her around, he took a step towards her and she hissed loud taking a swipe at him this time with claws. 'dammit Rosa change back for fucks sake' he snapped and she snarled before she turned and in a swift movement agiley jumeped on to the nearest branch her muscles thick and strong as she propelled her self forward, her sharp claws easily able to grasp on to the bark of the trees, so much information she was able to receive just by inhaling and she didn’t waste a second of it, jumping from branch to branch she made her way to the forest floor, her sinewy body gracefull she moved so swifly and silently she surprised even her self, a sharp pain in one of her hind legs had her snarling. That damn injury, just as she reached the forest floor she landed silently but the next step she took caused her to stumble. Snarling she tried to walk again but instead ended up limping, this isnt what she wanted to happen not now not when she had discovered a whole new part of herself. A loud and angry roar had her snarling again, Blaise was very angry, hissing she slinked back to the tree she had jumped from, slowly making her way back up, hissing every time her leg protested under her, by the time she reached the walk way to her home her limp was bad and she was panting, stood at her doorway was Blaise, his posture tense with fury and his face hard. 'change' he growled and she snarled taking a step back until she saw his eyes change they seemed to elongate and swirl a luminous colour his teeth bared they seemed longer and that made her freeze. She saw his rapid breathing and slowly his face turned back to the one she loved. Except it was set in grim lines his eyes blazing a fury she didn’t want to be a part of. 'do it' he growled she bristled at his tone, her leapord didn’t want to obey his command, it should be him who was running after her but Rosa hated to see him so angry. Suddenly a thought popped in to her head. How the hell was she supposed to change back. A low rumble left her throat as she eased her body out of its aggressive stance wincng at the pain in her leg. He seemed to relaise because  his own body relaxed slightly but not fully his eyes alert and weary. 'Rosa you need to concentrate now, think about your human body, of how you look, focus on It keep that picture in your mind and you should shift back, but cher it will hurt' he told her his eyes worried as he watched her. Rosa chuffed loudly, trying to block out eveyrthing around her, but it was all to overhwhelming, the smells and sounds kept distracting her. She couldnt picture her self it had been days since she had seen a miror, then a thought occurred to her that distracted her all together, if you had to think about yourself in order to change back to human, could you picture someone else instead and change in to them, this shifter stuff it was like magic anyway, what if she pictured herself with blue eyes and blonde hair instead would she end up like that, so many thoughts whirled through her head, her mind not able to process them so fast. 'Rosa pay attention! Concentrate' Blaise ordered and she grolwed low at him, wanting to be back to her human form so she could slap him. Blocking out everything around her her mind tunneled to an image of her, of her long brown hair and almond shaped eyes, her small body and pale skin, when she felt something in her torso snap, snarling at the pain, she winced as somehing else inside her snapped followed by one of her front legs causing her to stumble and fall, lying on her side panting she could faintly hear Blaise's voice ordering her to keep concetrating to keep thinking about her self, desperately she held the picture in her mind, whimpering and hissing at the pain, she felt the stabbing sensation in her face and growled but it sounded more like a deep scream. Slowly she felt her body contort, transforming, the sounds of muscles and sinew snapping and tearing her stomach churned and she gagged at the feel and sound of It.