Meet Me at The Gates (blessthefall fanfic)

Beau's POV

"How could this happen? I....I loved her. Why did this happen?" I muttered while sitting on the couch in the "living area" of the Tour bus. All the guys were standing around me. Eric sat down beside me.

" I am so sorry Beau. We know you loved her man. I..I dont know

why something like this would happen to such an amazing girl like Sara." Eric said with the deepest sorrow in his voice. My heart was aching. I couldn't believe she was gone. She couldn't be gone.

Always trying to lighten the mood and make everyone feel better, Eric spoke again. "Hey buddy, do you want me to run out and get you some Starbucks and treats? It'll turn that frown upside down." I knew he was just trying to help. But, I was so full of Anger. I had anger towards Sara who left me this way. I was angry at the doctors who couldn't save her. I was angry at the drunk driver who ended Sara's life. And I even dare say it... I was angry at God for taking her instead of me. I didn't mean to but with all this anger, it had to come out somewhere. I stood up and started raging towards Eric.

"NO ERIC! I DON'T WANT ANY F-ING STARBUCKS OR TREATS! THOSE AREN'T GONNA BRING HER BACK TO ME!!!!!!"

I broke down and started crying again. I fell back on the couch next to Eric. Instead of being angry with me like he should've been, he just sat beside me patting my back. He kept mumbling things like "It's okay. Just let it out." After a good few minutes of my hysteria, I feel a new hand on my shoulder. I look up to see Elliot holding the notebook Sara had given me for my last birthday. It was the one I used for song lyrics.

"Maybe if you write, it will help deal with the pain." Elliot said in his quiet voice. "Thanks" I mumbled as I grabbed the notebook an went off towards the back of the bus with my private bedroom. I just wanted to be alone.

I crashed on the bed. After a few minutes I sat up and decided to write something. I searched for a pen and After finding one I flipped my notebook to an open page and just started letting the words pour out of me. I stopped thinking and I just wrote.

An hour went by, two, three. After striving for perfection and a long period of editing to get it just right I finally came up with the perfect song to dedicate to my Sara. I called it "Meet Me At The Gates"

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- 1 Years Earlier -

Sara's POV

"Hey do you wanna come with me to a concert tonight? Andy was supposed to come, till he got shipped back home last week to spend time with his grandma."

"idk. who's playing?"

"Blessthefall"

"Really?"

Cami is always trying to get me to listen to rock music. There is nothing wrong with that genre but I think if you spend time and dedication working on meaningful lyrics then they should be able to be understood and not screamed through a bloody mic!

"PLEEEEEEAASEEEE!" She begged. "You know you could meet cute guys there."

This time I glared at her. I mean that's just low. I broke up with my (now ex) boyfriend Justin in order to find someone more... Mature, for lack of a better word.I can't believe she would try to get me to comply by using guys as a bribe. Well, I guess she's my best friend for a reason. She knows me well.

"Fine..." I said giving up.

I might never had gone that night if I knew the night we had in store for us ahead.But if I hadn't had gone, I never would have met the love of my life.