no regrets, just love..

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  • Dedicated to Joshua Antonio Dutosme
                                    

Im staring at my phone for maybe minutes now. Im at the parking lot, standing right behind my car waiting for-

“Waiting for me?” i jumped in shock and turned around. Great! Kyle Thompson, captain of the football team in our school, oh and not to mention i had a super duper crush on him and i cant believe i did, is now standing beside me asking if i am waiting for him!?

Well no duh. I am clearly irritated because for one, my boyfriend is not replying for like minutes already now and Kyle here is annoying the life out of me. urgh. I used to super like this guy. But now? Like, Ew. He is probably the most big headed, egostistic player in the whole wide universe.

Okay. i know he’s not doing anything right now but his face is like, urrrrgghh. And that stupid smirk! Oh heavens.

“sorry it took me awhile baby, i had to talk to too many girls who wanted to go out with me” i swear that smirk on his face is soo so so so irritating.

“like i care? And dont you dare “baby” me, because i am not your baby you idiot!” i shouted as i pushed him with my right hand.

“ooooh, a little PMS-y today, arent we?” he teased again and i just couldnt take it anymore! I took a step closer to him until our faces were inches apart. Kyle was clearly shocked and confused at what i am doing.

“GET.THE.HELL.AWAY.FROM.ME!” i said and immediately stepped away from his bothering face.

He raised both his arms in a gesture of surrender and i smirked. Finally!

“okay okay, sorry. Geez.” He started to walk backwards  and added “ see you tomorrow baby” before winking with an amused smile. He turned around and ran. He looked really handsome.

What?! No he is not handsome. Okay, he is, but youre not having a crush again on that jerk!

When he is clearly out of sight, i went to check on my phone and finally there is a text from my boyfriend Francis.

Sorry. I cant go.

My heart dropped as i read his message. He cant go? Its our anniversary for goodness sake and i texted him to go to my house so we could celebrate and have dinner there. but he cant go?

I went inside my car and started driving.

What is his problem? Does he even remember that today is our anniversary? I am starting to get annoyed. His text even seemed like he doesnt care at all! Tsk! I felt tears starting to come down and i let them. I drove faster and not long enough i arrived at my house.

I went straight to my room and drop myself in my bed.

I grabbed my phone from my bag and typed a message.

What is your problem?

I sent the message to francis and i closed my eyes to calm myself. I sighed and felt my phone vibrate.

You

As soon as i read the word, a tear rolled from my eyes right away. so i become a problem now huh? I didnt even do anything! is there something i said that offended him? we were okay when we last went out together! just as i was about to type another message, there was another one from him.

Look nicole. I dont think this would work out. Sorry but i wont do this anymore. You are a great person. You will find someone who will truly love you. Goodbye.

I threw my phone and i hid my face under my pillow. I started to cry nonstop.

That jerk! He said i would find someone who will truly love me. so he didnt even love me?! such a dork! Big fat liar! Urggh! How could i be so stupid to fall for that guy? He isnt even that hansome for starters!

Francis and i met during ninth grade. He used to go to the same school as me until he transferred this year to our most rival school, saccharine academy. We got together last year, obviously since its supposed to be our 1st anniversary today.

He was my first boyfriend and i cant believe i was so naive. But what can i do? Boys are all the same. I sighed and i got up, took a quick shower and went downstairs since i felt awfully hungry. Lets just hope my mom and dad wont notice my puffy eyes which is close to impossible.

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I am now in my bed lying down and staring at the ceiling. During dinner, my mom and dad, as expected, noticed that i was crying and asked me questions. I just said that i had a super headache that i cried. I know, lame and i would have laughed at that. Whatever. Thankfully, they didnt press the topic further though they gave me knowing glares.

I closed my eyes and saw Francis in my mind. I cried as memories flashed back. I covered myself with my pink blanket and slowly drifted off  to sleep. the last thing that came to my mind though was..

kyle. 

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hiya! this is kinda like my first story and im hoping it will work. so in order for that to happen, i need your help guys. i really want to be a writer and i think writing here will help me improve.  given that im a starter, you guys will probably spot many mistakes, sorry for that. and just so you guys know, english is not really my primary language so i need your patience.. i'd appreciate if you comment and tell me where i need to improve. thank y'all! :)

- jewel :*

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