I could just tell you that im just a regular girl with a regular state of mind and regular life. But that would be a lie. And in this place lying is something you would have to get used to.
The doctors lie. The nurses lie. Even the damn guards lie. I see it more as an asylum more than a hospital. You know whats worse than a person with cancer? A mentally insane girl with cancer.
What bad is that it hurts. Hurts so much. Yea ive tried cutting but i got caught and they stopped me. Now they done leave me in a room with sharp objects. Not even a pencil. Like what if i wanted to draw(cut), or write a letter(cut).
I layed in my bed and closed my eyes.
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"Do you really think you can fight me?" I imagined him saying. He sipped his wine. Or is it blood? I asked myself.
"Yes." I peeped. He could bearly hear me. He laughed. He was sitting in a comfy lounge, and he had his legs crossed in posture.
"Theres no way your going to beat me with that lack of courage." He snickered. He was right. I cant beat him like this. Im weak. He got up form his chair and came close. Thats right. You are weak." Before i could realize it, he struck me quick. The print of his hand glowed red on my white cheek. It hurts.
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I curled up into a ball on my bed. Hot tears came from my eyes. It hurts. Oh god it hurts.
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General Fiction3 girls have cancer. Hes mean nasty and manipulating. yes thats right i said he. in Xina's perspective cancer is a man and she gets her friends to believe to fight him with imagination. but imagination and reality blur as the fight gets harder and t...
