Hi! Im dara. And i have a loving and sweet boyfriend.
"Hey babe!"
It's him. Oh my goshh
"Oh hi babe! I've mossed you! Did you missed me?"
"Of course! How cant i miss the girl standing in front of me looking so lovely as ever!"
See how gentleman he is! That's the reason why i love him more each day.
"Aww. How did i find a perfect boyfriend like you?"
"Im the one who found you. Because a girl like you is worth the search"
(Ano daw? Ano sabi ni author? Haha)
"Aww. Iloveyou!"
"Iloveyoumore!"
We went to the park after our complimenting moment.
"Hey babe! Let's enjoy this day okay?"
"Of course we will. Why? Is there something wrong?"
"Oh nothing"
He's being weird. And i can feel something bad will happen after this day.
We first went inside the haunted house.
"Oh my golly!! Kyahhhhhhh!!! Ghosttt!!!"
"Haha. I'm right here babe. Don't be afraid okay? Hold my hand."
I hold his warm hands and we walked all the way to the exit without letting go of our hands.
"Hey! Let's go ride the roller coaster!" Me
"Sure thing babe"
The ride will finally start. When we reached the top and went all the way down i screamed
"I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! I LOVE YOU JOSHH!!!!"
But i'm kinda disappointed because he did not reply. But i didnt mind it.
The ride has finally stopped. And we went down. It's already 11:50 when we decided to ride the ferris wheel.
When we were at the top. It stopped and fireworks suddenly lightning the sky.
"Hey babe! Look! Fireworks! Romantic as ever!" Me
"Yeahh"
He seems sad? Or maybe he's just tired.
"Did you remember when we had our first anniversary? We watched the fireworks here. Same place same time. And you promised me that you will love me forever. Hihi. That's the most romantic and memorable and most especially special day/night of my life. Because i spent it with you. :) and here we are again. Together. Going through forever. Right babe?"
He didnt answer. I looked at him.
"Uhmm. Dara."
Im getting a little nervous.
"Im sorry. I can't do that anymore. Let's break up"
Those words are the words i never wanted to hear. It breaks my heart into pieces.
"W-w-why?"
"I just dont love you anymore. Forever is not the one for us. Im sorry"
"Is there someone else?"
"Actually. There is."
It even hurts the most when he told me he loves another girl.
"Im sorry. Please dont cry. I dont deserve you. I dont want to see you crying because of a jerk like me. You deserve someone better than me"
"Uhmm. Let's go home now. Please."
He drove me home but before i stepped out of his car i remembered something.
"Uhmm. Thank you for everything. And good luck. Be happy."
I stepped out of his car and turn around to tell him something again.
"You're right. FOREVER IS JUST A WORD. I really hope i knew it before. Dont worry i wont do anything stupid. Im going to move on. There is really no such thing as forever but look that forever word tricked me. I believed in that stupid word and here. Look what i got. Hahaha. .....................
Oh and by the way. Happy 2nd and last anniversarry. Iloveyou for the last time. I'm right. You forgot it. Byee"
I went inside my house and my tears that i kept holding back suddenly burst. And i can feel my heart is broken into pieces.
I should've remember the advices my best friend told me. FOREVER IS REALLY JUST A WORD.
