I'm @multifanhoe on instagram, and well, I'm here to write my final goodbye to everyone that I met online, I love everyone I've met but lately, I haven't been able to wake up without crying, I don't wanna go downstairs anymore and tell myself to smile for a few minutes until I can go cry upstairs again, no, I'm not gonna commit suicide, I'm gonna try to regain my happiness, but I can't on here, I constantly have to think about the people that left me, and it hurts to much to be around them still, I'm scared everyone else will leave me hanging too, so I figured leaving is the best option... So I can't be left anymore, I'm crying as I'm trying to write this, But I love you, the one that is reading this, I care for you, I really do, and you've got a special place in my heart, really, but I'm not capable of smiling anymore in the place with so many memories that hurt, it's not that they where bad memories, it's that they where memories with the people I won't ever have memories like that again with, once again I'm saying goodbye, I hope to see you soon, maybe this all end quickly and I'll be fine, and also please do not try to contact me, or worry about me, cause I'm only doing this for the best and I don't want people to worry or stuff, I don't wanna feel more worthless than I already do, so for now I'm gone.
