Real.

Summer 2013

May 19

Today is the first day out of school. The beginning of summer. The day I have been waiting for since our first day here at high school. It's been a rough year with all the breakups and loss of friends. It's been torture not having someone to talk to and having to walk the halls alone. Having to sit by yourself at the lunch table like a loner. But you get used to it I guess...

It's about 11:00 am. I roll over to grab my iPhone from the charger. The first thing I do in the mornings is post to my Josh Hutcherson fan account on Instagram.

You know what will really make this summer great?

Him.

But back to reality. That will NEVER happen.

"Brooklyn! Come down and eat lunch!" I can hear the aggravation in Mom's voice.

"I'm comin', Mom," I groaned as I pulled the plush blue blanket off me and grabbed my smaller, thinner, Josh blanket. I wrapped it around me so I wouldn't freeze walking out of my room and downstairs. We like to keep it cold in the house year round and I was wearing Nike shorts and a tank top.

"Brook, you always have that dumb ole Josh blanket." My little brother, Avery who is 13, only 3 years younger than me, is all the time picking on me about my obsession.

"You always keep those tiny little superhero dolls in your closet where you think no one can find them. But you know I caught you playing with them the other day. How would that girl you talkin to like hearing about your dolls?"

"Brooklyn. That's enough."

"But Mom! You never get on to h--"

"He doesn't deserve it, Brooklyn."

What do you mean he doesn't freakin deserve it?! Ugh. My mom is always on his side. I wish dad hadn't have left. Would have made things a lot easier around here.

I got up and took my bowl of Taco soup back up to my room. My favorite. I can't stand when I get in trouble and Avery doesn't for doing the same thing. I bet my mother would be glad to get rid of me. Ugh.

After i finished eating i checked my instagram.

"_jhutch1992 liked your photo"

IS THIS REAL LIFE??!

I clicked the profile.

Turns out its another fan account. Must have missed the underscore before the name. Quit gettin your hopes up, I thought to myself.

I set the phone down and tried to dose off. I started thinking about him. And started to dream about him.

"Josh come on now. Stop it!" I said to him playfully, laughing.

He was tickling me, sitting on top of me on my bed.

"Alright alright. Ha but you're just so darn cute!" He throws his hands up surrendering.

He's perfect.

He rolls over and lays next to me on his side, facing me.

I roll over, too.

"Brooklyn. You're so beautiful. You're the most amazing girl I've ever met."

"Awe Josh..."

"Really I mean it."

I close my eyes for a second.

Before I opened them I felt his soft lips barely touch mine. He was kissing me. The kiss was stronger now and I placed my hand on his jaw. His prominent, sexy jaw. And pulled him in. His hands slid down my back... Then down my thighs... Then--

"Brooklyn! I'm going to work! Watch Avery please!"

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Well? Thoughts? Should i continue?